Saturday, December 13, 2008

Love of Siam


HAHA!
My first Thailand movie: Love of Siam.
I love the emotions created in the movie.
:D
But I feel so weird for the ending part...
Maybe your shall watch it, to judge for yourself.
Overall I feel that it's a good movie...

(Watch it, don't worry it's with English Subtitle.)

Part 1:


Part 2:


Part 3:


Part 4:


Part 5:


Part 6:


Part 7:


Part 8:


Part 9:


Part 10:


Part 11:


Part 12:


Part 13:


Part 14:


Part 15:


Part 16:


Tong: I can't be with you as your boyfriend, but that doesn't mean I don't love you.

......

Friday, December 12, 2008

The owl is late again...


How? Many mistakes a owl must made to let him know about lateness is a serious problem.
The owl wants to correct his behaviour, seriously.

Today he made the most serious mistake in life, that he nearly cause his group to fail.
He was late for his ICA presentation.
Who will ever be late for such a important thing in their life?
I don't know, but he really felt guilty.
What he can say now is he's really thank his subgroup for not reprimanding him on his mistake.
HE LOVE YOU ALL. :D
...And HE really LOVE HIS GROUPMATES too.
They all delay the time for him!!!
Oh my gosh! He's really thankful!
H REALLY LOVE YOU PEOPLE! XOXO!

:XXXXXXXX
He should die.

I have fun today:


Tell me that I should miss my longer fringe, tell me that I'm "moo-ing" instead of talking during my previous previous post. What a retarded statement to construct: I love both my hairstyle cause it's both myself. MOO~~ That's what I hear now.
I hate my hair, because I don't know how to style it. :C
It so troublesome to handle.
Imagine yourself as a night owl, but still you have to wake up in the morning like all other birds, because they say it's normal for birds to wake up in the morning. What they haven realize is you're a owl not a normal bird. HAHA. What bullshit I'm trying to convey over is IMAGINE YOU'RE A OWL BEING FORCE TO LEAD A NORMAL BIRDY LIFE, and you're always late for the birdy class that you suppose to attend due to your insomnia nights, and now because of your freaking hair that need extra attention and to you want to be presentable for everyone, you have to wake up really early for it.
You all understand?
The pain of this owl.
How it really want to sleep and rest?
I bet you'll understand.
Now let's have a second of silent for this owl; to feel his pain, and to understanding his feeling.
HAHA.
The end of my moo-ing.
Conclusion of this crap will be I hate my hair, and I need professional hairstylist help.
Now may I get all the professional hairstylist attention, may you kindly help this poor owl. :D:D:D:D:D

Back to reality...
Today I had fun in school.
Sometimes it's good to be mad with your friends.
REALLY!!
Don't bother about how people will think and look, just do what you feel like.
That is always the theory behind the way I perform, it's the only way you'll enjoy.
(^^)Don't you think so?
Mar my always group member, haha, remember her?
She was once my group member too.
Today after meeting, we started having Rabies and started biting people.
Nah, I'm joking. We started to be mad, and tickled each other and stool each other things.
End up we ran around the school like some chicken, but it was totally fun!

Speaking about Rabies, remember I once mention that I watched Rec and Quarantine?
Actually it do happen on human, HUMAN DO GET AFFECTED BY RABIES, which I thought it only affect on animals, which I'm wrong.
Here is a poor Filipino child who suffer from rabies:

Poor Filipino Child With Rabies -
Kind of scary isn't it? It some what exactly like the movie I watched.
Just that he's being tied up, and didn't go again biting people.
:CCCCC After watching the video, we shouldn't make fun of people having rabies or other disease, pardon if I did or do. I bet the parent of the child must have feel very hurtful when the child suffers.

Okay back to reality...
Today went out with baby again. :D:D:D:D
I had fun too, and we bought a lot of cheapo stuff.
Can you believe it? I bought my aviator for two dollars only?
Yes I couldn't believe too.
And guess what, she is going to buy this for me?
HAHA? I'm a pervertic fisherman, be careful!


We always take a million of photos, but I'm too lazy to do a good posting.
Most probably the next time. :D
Haha. Here's a sneak preview:


BYEEE!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

my brother

Sometimes how I wish I could be like my brother, having so little stress about anything.
That's my perception, true.

Haven been talking to him since don't know when.
He doesn't bother to talk to me at all.
Mainly I'm doing the most of the conversation.
NOPE, we don't converse.
I question and he answer that's all. :C:C:C:C
I'm trying my best, but I don't see him trying at all.
What I wish was to have a normal family, and mummy doesn't have to worry about our relationship. But from what I see and sense, he don't care.
I don't know about him.
He is strange to me, but I hope to know more...
:C sigh, everytime I talk about my brother, I'll frown.
I really don't know anything about him.

Okay put that aside.
I wish my holiday can come so quickly.
My precious two weeks break.
And I shall really be a normal teenager.
I shall party and slack at home everyday.
That's how I'm going to spend my holiday.
BOOK me quick! I'm almost fully book. WAHAHA!!

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Change:


Last Thursday I got my hair-cut with my baby.
This is the out come, haha, and ironically, I got different comments from different people.
Some say they prefer the previous hairstyle, which is...
THIS:


whereas some say they like this haircut:


Anyway, I like both my hairstyle, because I'm still me.
HAHA.

I really love the season of love, Christmas.
I feel love too. :D

Being too attach I wonder is a good thing or not, cause I miss her every moment I leave her.
:C:C:C:C:C
:):):):):)

Today we bought the same hat from Bugis street.
It's super nice, and it ostonly twelve bucks, can you believe it?
HAHA. I totally love it.

And we catch BOLT the cartoon, you know I have this thing about cartoon.
I think they're lame and immature, but Bolt is different.
HAHA, it's funny. I kept laughing throughout the movie.
It's also a "must catch" cartoon.
:D

Okay.
Back to my love, BYE people.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

For some reason

Lyrics:Joanna Wang/Bing Wang
Music:Joanna Wang/Bing Wang

put on your shoes
people used to tell me
now they think it's like a style
of some kind or something

how do I explain that
I just don't believe in
all this purposely for
the world's perception of me

this is only rubbish put eloquently
like all the gothic poetry
kids are writing
from the high school scene

Hey let's start running
for no reason
let's start laughing
without any jokes
when did we need excuses to do what we do I won't explain myself
would't you agree that sounds nice

that's right
we can go out
watch a movie
climb out my window
in the middle of the night
and when the world's asleep we shall dance like mad amusement all only
would't you agree that sounds nice

so you mean you just
don't like wearing shoes
I've got sweety feet
I think I've made my point

if you truly like it then
it won't mean a thing
if it's a trend or if it's banned
by the fashion police

all the things I do I don't do them for you
I'm not down to earth not
planning to be
it's all hypocrisy

What have I been listening?
Yes, it's this song: For some reason.
Pretty soothing jazz song.
Love it totally.
Just wanna share the lyrics with your, so I put the whole chunk of words there.
so Read it.

For some reason, there is so much to think about.
And for some reason, I shouldn't think so much.
Sigh, what's life getting?
Out of hand? Probably.
I have this old man feeling that my body is not as young and fit as before.
My heart beats faster; my nervous tension is out of control; and when I'm tense, I tend to have this freaking bad "headache" or I should call it "pressure" that it excreting on the sides of my head.
BAD NEWS.
Blah, big talk.

SPOILER:
BUT MUST WATCH!!


Watch Rec with Fam, Fam's bf, Maine, Maine's Bf, Yingying, Blythe, Joey.
Totally love the horror of the movie.
Totally scare me out, now 4bia is rated second on my most horrifying movie I ever watch.
Probably is also due to your accompany that you go with.
Most of the parts I was scared by the scream and grab of the girl beside me: BLYTHE.
And guess what? I screamed along. It's so embarrassing.

A trailer of Quarantine:


And I watch Quarantine with my baby yesterday.
It's just the English version of Rec but was having lesser effect of Rec's horrifying moments.
I just find Rec nicer, but still I got shock by many parts.
I mean who will not be frighten if someone suddenly fall from the stairs and right in front of you.
HAHA. I can so totally replay the scene over and over again in my head.

To end off, I hope your have a nightmare.
HAHA, joking.
Sweet dreams to you all.

Monday, December 01, 2008

Warning: I'm a bad bad person!

Being a nursing student is not easy.
You must have to be good moral value, your behaviour must be right and your language must be prefect; not vulgarity. At least not being caught when you misbehaviour.
So what are we, we're saint.
And among all reasons, I met the dupty of nursing for the most retarded reason I can ever think of, using vulgarity. She's a fine person, and she is really nice to me, but I don't see a point to see her for such reason. Who could I blame? Perhaps I really need some concealing from her, I really do have problem at home- my mother use vulgarity on me every single day. Ya, I'm speaking the truth. BLAH!
She say if I never repeat my actions until I complete the course, the case will be close. Of course after I graduated, my actions will be discipline by others.

Vulgarity = bad bad person!
no-vuglarity = saint!

Yeah, I'm a saint in this post!
P.S I'm not to making fun of any religon.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

No return.

Want to hear my rants?
This is what i suppose to pose on last Thursday.
Bad news for me.
I failed my practical.
Yup, not once, but twice.
Yup the retake too.
CRAP. Look what I just did to my life.

Treat my rants as nuisance:
20'nov
"Starting from today I'll have a strong reason to quit Nursing, and thanks to you MDM.F!

I'm super duper disappointed in you. When you said that no one could hears you, and I'm that IDIOT to walk forward to you! And how you treat me? Where on earth you got those crazy ideas to penalise a student. The starting on the examination, you said that my tray is wet and am I going to start with it? I mean which other lecturer would say that, and my tray was barely wet! I have been always hearing- lecturers are there to help and not fail a student. From this incident, I really can see how lectuers are helping us, really.


I know it has been my fault to not realise HUMLIN (R) was Atrapid but by doing the first check I would have check with an staff nurse! AND COULDN'T you be MORE LIEN!(whatever it spells). The problem is when I was preparing, there was only 3 drugs there and how clever I thought I'm. Two of the drugs I know what they're therefore I took the last one which is the wrong one too! I don't know how much kindness you have, you claim that I'm a danger to the patients in the hospital and wonder why have I choosen Nursing. I'm telling you, I don't feel like being in the same career as you hypocite!

I was damn fustrated, and I kept using vugarities. A lectuer heard what I said and goes "Young man how could you use such an crude word" and I goes "Okay what the hell!", I almost caught a disapproval shake of his head, when he goes"take pride in yourself" I'm feeling damn lousy and there he goes lecturing me?!"

What had been done was done.
No return.
Not to blame my relationship,
but perhaps too much of it recently?
It's too addictive, I just can't quit.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

BIG DAY

Tomorrow is my big day again.
Not that I'm getting married again, it's my Nursing laboratory exam again.
Sigh. Heard from some of my friends that they failed the test.
They're those who always pass the test and this time round, they couldn't make it.
And me... Sigh. Always have to end up retaking testes.
DAMN.
And now, here I'm using the computer and blogging.

BYE.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I'm in love.


Actually I wish to do some proper post, but I haven have the spare time to do so.
As you can see from the previous posts, which I just posted up, actually they were drafts, but I was lazy to continue...
Let me get this post started..
Time passes real quickly before I realized that I'm older.
Being 18 or not 18 by a day or two was a weird feeling.
Just like when you're days to 18 you're not allow to be in clubs or bars, but when you're 18 you're allow to be inside. Super retarded.
I have my best 18 birthday celebrations with my classmates, besties, and my baby.
My 'pre' and birthday parties was filled with surprises.
I love my friends and my love.
I love them organizing for me, I love them sacrificing for me, and I just love them.
My biggest birthday wish is to be filled with love everyday.

So far my wish have been coming true.
I'm LOVE, and hope to be love more.
My birthday party is over, maybe I'll tell your in details the next time.
:D sweet dreams people.

Monday, November 10, 2008

OOMM

Ya, I know. I haven been blogging too oftenly.
It's almost been a month since the last post.
It's not like I have nothing to post, but I'm lazy like always.
Soon I'll be 18, and you know what?
What you're going 18, you just simply say stuff like 'So what if I'm 18?'
You gonna murder someone? Cause you can be jailed now instead of being in the Boy's home?!
Life is just making me sad each day.
I don't feel a point or place the really need my presence.
So what's the big deal about being 18 or 28?
I believe it's not a big deal.
If REALLY I need to celebrate my birthday, I really wish to be simple.
I know you all will be like who is going to make it BIG, FANCY or LOUD for your birthday.
I know I know, just a tiny cute little reminder for MR JS.
I really don't wish to be remind that I'm still surviving in the cruel whole for almost 18 years.
MAD!
I'm being OOMM right now so don't bother.
(OOMM - Out Of My Mind) [Just wanna act big shot]

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Jay Chou


I love Jay Chou new album.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Technology sucks.

Crap.
Now I'm going post like the world is ending so bear with me for a little.
Everything I said is being exaggerated.
You know what the "worst piece" of shit that i have downloaded.
Mozilla Firefox kept giving me problem, it's either my computer is retarded or the software it's is.
I'm unable to watch Youtube videos in Firefox, and you know what I'm the biggest fan of Youtube. If I'm online, I want to watch Youtube videos, and now I force to use IE because Firefox forbits me to do so. FREAK.
Technology sucks.

You know about my mp4?
About two months ago I stopped using my mp4.
Out of sudden, the display went total blank and is unable to be switch on again.
And when I charged it with the computer(as in the "USB way"), it kept blinking without the normal battery sign; total blank.
It must have went MAD under my "proper" usage.
Without surprise, I knew I spoiled it.
I stop touching it and using it for over two months.
And today, out of the blue moon I thought of my MP4.
I googled Creative; Vision; M, Keeps; Blinking.
And one of the website states : My Vision: M wont turn on, just a blinking blue light
It's exactly my problem. I clicked into it, and read through some of the messages left and I came to this one that caught my attention.
"Banham: Your battery appears to be drained. The computer will not
recognize your player if it cannot power up, which it can't with the battery
drained. Plug it in and allow it to charge for several hours. At some point of
time, the battery will charge enough to turn on, display charging status, and
allow the computer to recognize the player, thus speeding up the
charge."
I was like OMG! ARE YOU SERIOUS!
Obviously there is no reply, mad if there is.
And I happily went to find my AC charger (whatever you call that), and I plug in...
WOW! MIRICAL has happened, the sky dropped.
Nah~ I mean the the battery sign appeared.
YEAH! MY MP4 IS WORKING!
Like I told you technology sucks.
HAHA! I know it's my retardedness.
Nevermind, take it easy. I'm exaggerating.
__________________
Okay, exaggeration ends here.

Today I went out with bestie, and boyfriend.
R-tard! Not my boyfriend but my bestie's boyfriend.
It's always fun to hang out with them.
We talked, we joked, we gossiped, we shared, we sang, we crap-ed, we listened, aiya, whatever human does, we did them all.
Party world voucher bluffed us again.
It's states like 4hours free room, but not inclusive of all the compulsory items(tibits, towels... and r-tarded stuff.) that is needed and end up we have to pay for 20 dollar plus for that "free" room. Anyway we sang too but we got the student package which is much cheaper but the usage of the room is one hour lesser than then "free" room. Still, we got the student package, but we were too high to leave the room and we added an hour and the charge is almost like the "free" room charges. R-tard! haha.
But it's fun, we sang, we dance, it's just like we having our own mini concert. HAHA! BUT I did not sing the 911's songs. HAHA.
Nevermind.
I enjoy my day that good enough.

Share with your a little secret.
The boyfriend is going to treat us drinks on his birthday.
EXCITED! WAHAHAHA!

Off to study, bye!

BACK FOR MORE UPDATES!
After watching the boring CMS video.
I got super bored and roam around websites.
ZIPIA is having 25%off the conversion price.
I don't exactly know what they meant, but hope if there is spree I will be entitled to the discount they meant. WAHAHA!
Anyway, I happened to tag a stranger's blog, and I said something like time to change blogskin.
And that person actually reply, and said something like I want to change but I don't have time to find. If you're free then help me find one. Then I was like okay.. now I'm freee~ and I can help youuu~ And I flooded his tag with lots and lots of blogskins saying that "I like this one, this is good, maybe animation is creative for blogskin... blahblahblah". I think when stranger sees the tagboard stranger will faint. WAHAHA!
WHO CARES, now I'm going to hunt for new blog for my interesting tag. :D

Have to turn in.
Tomorrow have to wake up early.
GOOD NIGHT!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Yahoo

Yahoo people.
The blog has been in a long term beak uh?
Get bored of reading the same post and hearing the same music?
HAHA.

Tomorrow is a new start of a new semester in school.
Yeah! I miss hanging out with Fam and Maine.
Boo! Have got to study harder this semester.
I so don't wish to repeat what I have done the last semester.
It's so crappy, all the worries and shits.
It's okay, that's over and will not be back.
:D Haven I share the good news with your, but I think you have guess it too, if not I'll have flood the blog with more emotional posts.
YES! I PASS MY RETEST!
No, I'll not repeat my semester!
But have heard the this semester will be short.
:C

Anyway have your heard of the boy band 911?
They sing sweet love songs like how backstreet boys and blue have.
I miss all the pop songs.

911 - The Day We Find Love




911- How Do You Want Me To Love You




911 - All I Want Is You




911 - Don't Make Me Wait




911 Baby Come Back To Me





HAHA. I'm prepare for my little live concert during my next trip to kbox.
:D
And it's 13'oct! So sensitive to the number 13 this year!
HAHA! Because soon I'll be legal like you and me. yeah!
Bye, turn in soon.

Friday, October 03, 2008

Just once

"Just once" singing competition!

Let put our hands together and welcome our first singer, Bi/Rain!



and coming up is the second singer, Se7en!



Last but not the least, the origin singer, James Ingram!



Be the judge and vote for the best singer for the song 'Just once'.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

The winner takes it all

The winner takes it all~
Never I have once know the Meryl Streep can sing so well.
Remember her being Miranda Priestly the fashion queen in The Devil Wears Prada.
She's being so bossy, and annoying. I somehow hate and love her in the movie.
But I never forget her arrogant beautiful look, even when she cry, she's still look so beautiful.
Compare the contrast:
Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada
Source


Meryl Streep in Mama Mia!
Source

In The Devil Wears Prada, she look fierce, strict, arrogant, and unfriendly.
In Mama Mia!, she look sweet, gullible and friendly.
Haha. She no longer the rich woman in my impression.
Most of the times, we don't know the actors and actresses at all.
We just can judge them by the movies they act.
If I ever get a chance to act, I'll make my first impression as the forever good guy. HAHA!
In the Mama Mia! Soundtrack most of the songs was sang by her origin by ABBA.
I LOVE OLDIES!
ABBA - The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......
I just love the song.
and did I say I'm getting my first ever Sunday off!
Hurray! I'm so gonna to celebrate!
off to bed!
Good night.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Post exam.

Hi people.
How was my exam?
GOOD! the opposite.
The SAQ was pretty easy as the topics that was given by Mr Raj was really helpful.
But the MCQ... I suck at it.
I really hope to pass.
Pretty please! Anyway regardless how good we score for the retest we'll still get a passing grade, like D. But I'm satisfied with the D instead of F.

Yeah! I'm happy.
Happy not because I know the result, but at least something is off my mind.
Nothing special today.
Maybe yes? I'm late for work today.
HAHA. Really nothing special.
Okay, rest well people.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Recovery

I feel like I have just recover from a blackout...
My head is spinning, my body is wearing with extra extra lots of muscle strains.
Stock-take isn't a kidding job.
The calculations had killed most of my brain cells yesterday.
To conclude from what I did yesterday, I can say I don't calculate well.
Yesterday I didn't did much on the lifting of stocks, and I don't know why I felt like I had ran 2.4km.
Perhaps the stress had made me exhausted.

Today and tomorrow will not be easy for me, I have decided to stay focus on my Biology lecture notes.
SO JiaYou for me.
BYE.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Twilight

Updates:
Two boring working days has passed.
For the two subsequent days I was just preparing for the big day.
The STOCK TAKE day which take place on Monday.
I did endless counting, which I believe my mental calculation would have improved by then.
Sigh.
Wish I could have more money, wish I could have more time.
I wanna go out with my cousins and friends, but I didn't have time.
Ain't that what I always have been complaining about?

Recently what accompanies me was Twilight, the book written by Stephanie Meyer.
The book I said after P.S. I love you.
A much more interesting plot which revolve around fantasy and reality.
The first book Twilight ended at the part where Edward was going to pass the Vampire's venom to turn Bella into Vampire too.
Was he going to do so? I leave the question to yourself and the second book New Moon.
The first attempt fails- Edward mocked Bella that she has actually trusted him to give in so easily to turn her into a monster. But she told him that it was a girl's dream; a dream that to be with him forever...
Erwwwww*13858904, so sweet. Add in some romantic drama to the sentence.
I'm so getting the next book NEW MOON tomorrow.
Haha, I'm happy that I actually choose the right book when I was finding a new mate after P.S. I love you. I cling on this book everytime and almost everywhere I go.
But that time I didn't know that I was a continual story, and I bought the first and third book of her collection, Twilight and Eclipse. Stupid me.

To know how she came up with Twilight and the series.
Read here!
and watch this! where she discusses about her books.


I just love the book!
Get them if you haven get one!

Source: http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/

Bye, off to sleep.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

where are you godness of luck?

Luck still isn't on my side yet.
This morning I was awoken by my handphone's vibration.
By the time I reached it, I saw a missed call and two unread messages.
One of the messages and the missed call was from my in-charge.
The message stated:
Where you place the net card cannot find.
I didn't know what the hell she was talking about, but sounded serious, so I called back.
A female picked up the call, she made a weak noise that I couldn't even catch what she was saying.
It was almost like those ghostly voices in the movies.
I said Lynne please.
She replied, where did you put the Nets card.
I was shocked that it was her. She sounded like she's been losing tons of fluid and will be fainting sooner or later. But that wasn't the point.
I recalled last night while I was closing, I did gestured to place back the supervisor card.
But she said it wasn't in place.
Soon she hanged up with a weak goodbye, cause I guess I wasn't helping much.

That really made my day, YEAH!
Another LUCKY DAY that I should celebrate.
Can you imagine, among so many things I actually lose that card.

That's not the end yet.
I felt really irresponsible so I decided to went back after my Biology remedial.
And like what I have thought, the card dropped into the slight opening of the cashier counter.
Yeah! Wasted my time, good thing is I felt relieved.

About Biology remedial, Mr Raj gave us topics that may come out in the retest.
Useful tips, hope it really works.
I felt lucky as I sat in the room with the other students.
As they were chatting, I was eavesdropping most of their conversions.
Many said that they not only fail one subject but more.
With the thought that I only fail a subject, I felt lucky.
That doesn't means I'll be complacent, that means work harder.

After Mr Raj had said what he wanted to say, he come forward, beside me, and questioned:
Why did you fail?
(I was stunned by his approach and words thus I didn't make a respond.)
Many of your friends scored well.
(I mumbled I know, and quickly left the room.)
I felt guilty that didn't know how to face him.
Isn't it sad, your lecturer noticed you among the students.
It just seems like you shouldn't be in the room but you are.

Anyway after P.S I love you, I was reading Twilight.
Wow, another romance I like.
HAHA. The movie is coming... I don't know when but I'm excited.
Gonna make a hit like Harry Potter.
Here's a preview:

You know what while I was searching for the trailer, I found the one that the fan made.
I thought it was good too, I almost fall for it.
Here it is:


Okay, Time to be back to life.

I'm standing up.


I'm injured.
I felt stupid.
it's never like this.
I have been too complacent.
I thought my luck is always taking care of me, angel is always by my side,
and yesterday and today proved me wrong.
Or should I say I'm always wrong.
Yesterday the news of my failure really really hit me.
I can't concentrate since then...
I tried to pull myself back to reality and tell myself that I really really can make it for the retest.
But I'm scared of the consequences of failing again.

Haven tell you why am I injured.
I fell while walking.
It's not a major injury, just a few slight abrasions.
The impact of the biology really makes me out of place, I wasn't thinking or looking when I walk, I felt so empty.

OKAY, I shall PULL MYSELF UP.
STOP all the empties after this entry.
I have my darling and friends support!
Thanks to those who had texted me. XO to your!
Darling, Besties, and friends' love stay me strong.
I'll not let you and myself down!

Yesterday was FUN.
Gave bestie a suprise in the airport.
She teared upon seeing us.
That moment was great.
You know, it just mean a lot to them and myself.
We ate sushi tei together, spend sometime watching the world go by, and catch the movie I always wanted to watch 4bia.

Source: Wikipedia
I rate 4bia as my most scariest movie among the those movies I watched.
I think mostly it's disturbance, as in, suddenly a the image of someone will appear with a loud scary sound.
The disturbance is something like Rihana music video, Disturbia.
I think she acted well in the music video, I love it.
Perhaps there is alternative in her career line.

As for 4bia,I got freaked out a few times while watching it.
TOO MUCH DISTURBANCE of it, blame it.
The movie tells about four different stories, and while it was showing the ending of third story I felt relieved, as I thought the movie has ended but it didn't. Remember it's 4bia, 4-bia. So it's obvious from the tittle that it's telling four stories. The first one was scary as I haven got myself prepared, the second and third one was lame, and the fourth one was scary too. Too much disturbance.

If you haven scare yourself out by watching the movie, what're you waiting for?
PAY for it! I think it worth the money.
It really should be rated NC-16.
Speaking of NC16, our IC was checked twice.
They said they're going according to the rules, but I think it's because of my besties' looks. When we had show them the tickets, they requested for our IC again. Fam showed her's, and he said that she was below 16.
Then she said something like hallo, I'm 18.
HAHA, he got was surpised and look again at the IC and back to the counter when I think there is a chart stating all the years that is above 16.
It's kind of retared, after showing them the IC he still thinks that she is below 16.
What is the whole going into.. It's either he fail his calculation, or I'll say Fam really look young.
Next time don't be surpise if you hear this:
Sorry miss/sir, you look too young for the movie. I'm afraid that I'm unable to permit your entry.


Source: Wikipedia
Yesterday I watch the other movie Keith online,
Another touching movie must watch, something like A walk to remember.
I remember there is one sene when Natalie was happy that she and Keith can finally to be together, and was talking to him happily in the car (after they make-out) (about why she was happy, I shall not explain, watch it yourself). Keith didn't think their relationship will last due to some underlying problem, and decided to pissed her off by provoking her.
In the end Natalie was infuriated by Keith and swored at him.
Natalie: FUCK YOU!
Keith: You just did.
Natalie was stunned by his word, and slammed the car door after she got off.
HAHA. Jesse McCarney acted well in the movie, he behaved totally like a weirdo and his line are funny; Keith is Funny.
Sweet classic line from A walk to remember:
Daniel: Our love is like the wind, I can't see it, but I can feel it.
There is a lot of music video made by the "fan" of A walk to remember hiding in Youtube.
Search for A walk to remember in Youtube, and you'll be able to see all of them. :D
Sweet~!


OKAY.
Shall end here.
Good night.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

:C

I had my lowest GPA!
I scored so badly this semester that I even have to retake my Biology.
Biology fail means have to repeat 6months. :C
ARGH!
HAVE TO WORK HARD FOR THE RETEST!

my god, wish me luck.
Tell you tomorrow about today.
Don't feel like blogging now.

Good MORNING.

Good morning, SINGAPORE!
It's 5.18am, and I haven sleep.
The way I live my life is just ill-treating my body.
Have to apologise to it.
Each late night I spent with the computer was the cause of my aging look.
Remember during attachment I questioned any "potential-friend-strangers" how old does my face looks. It kind of depressing when you hear that you're actually look;twenties, when you haven even reach your legal age.
Nevermind.
IF I look that mature, I shall club starting from tomorrow.
I'll club every night till I look 50s.
HAHA.
Late night is bad, moreover radiations from the computer is even worst.
So sleep early!

Recently have been repeatedly listening to this song.

何維健 Derrick Hoh - 你走天橋我走地下道

Click to enjoy:


Yeah, 要一起到老...
一起到老.
will 一起到老?
will.
Today my mother pop the question that most mothers will ask.
Do you have a girlfriend?
I have been waiting for this chance since a long time ago.
I was wondering should I or should I not tell her the truth.
I wondered and stoned for a second as I looked away.
She pressed on, so do you or do you not have a girlfriend?
As my normal routine answer/question.
I'll ask to person to guess my answer.
She said yes.
You know the feeling was: Crap! she's right! so how should I react?
Reaction 1:
Oh yeah! You're right! YEAH BABY! (pretend to sound exciting)
Reaction 2:
Erm.. yeah. BUT you know, the relationship just blossom, update you again. (Admit but put a full-stop to the conversion before she questions more.)
But I did neither of the reactions above.
I admit admit and didn't put a full-stop to it, and I regretted it.
She questioned further.
But overall she's still okay, she is just typical.
NOT to have premarital sex.
How about kissing?
What stage are your on?
Luckily she haven she didn't have that drama-mama ANTI RELATIONSHIP IN YOUNG AGE.
She wasn't like that kind of mother that you shouldn't get onto a relationship while you're still schooling.
HAHA.

OHOHOH!
speaking of school, sudden recall.
MY result is out today if I'm not wrong.
Hopefully it's not devil-ly.
What I hope for is an PASSING GRADE.

HEE, there I go again...
BYE.

Monday, September 15, 2008

HOLA HOLIS!

CRAP! CRAP! CRAP!
I actually locked my handphone.
It's a long story...
You know when I switch-on my handphone, I have to enter two codes.
One Pin code, the other is Lock code.
That's another long story.
I set the Pin code as I thought if I happen to lose my handphone again(crossfinger), I shall not let the bloody person get the advantage. So I set the code as when you restart the handphone, you will require the pin code.
As for the lock code, it's a code that you need when you left your own untouch for a minute or more. You know my in-charge right?
She was the one who made me set the code.
She invaded my privatcy by going through my messages... HAHA.
SO. That's the point, you know.

And just now, my handphone is giving me tons of troubles, and I kept restarting my handphone. And I repress the codes for so many times, until I press wrongly for contiuous three times. SO three comes the PUK code.
RETARED.
Have to call the Singtel hotline to get it settled.
Waste 10 minutes of my life pressing the countless numbers...

LET the unluckiness to the dump...
AND bring me luck for my holidays...
YEAH! HOLIDAY!
HOLA HOLIS!

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Korean songs

Korean songs are beautiful.
I love Korean songs.
Although I don't understand, I can feel.
The song is just like it's been filled with overwhelming emotions.
HAHA.
It seems like it's mend for my type of people; those who always fall into emotion traps.
Yesterday I watch Music Bank at KBS world, and I saw this..


This song is so nice.
It's by V.O.S, Voice of Soul.
It's really voice of the inner soul.
HAHA.
Love R&B songs. :D

I can't stop watching concerts. I feel like going concert again.
I'm so addicted to the atmosphere, the super high atmosphere.
When everyone become one and sings together.
Wow, so cool.

Another Korean group SG wannabe and V.O.S sing Lalala and Beautiful life.


So nice.
Shall entertain myself, if you don't like them..

Sunday, August 31, 2008

That's all for today.


Hey hey, people.
My mood is down again.
As you can see from the picture, I can't even smile properly. (That's a joke)
Really have tried very hard to let bygones be bygones.
Even though I have bad memory, but what have engraved into me, for sure I'll remember.
Now I'm full of untold scars and the scars to be untold.
Too much bad memories to even know where to start from.
Sometimes how I wish I could have a normal life, that wouldn't have so much of the peak.
For now I'll put them into my subconscious mind. That's the most I could do... at least, I'll pretend to be happy all the time.

The day before yesterday, Thrusday, after attachment I went to have my hair cut.
Spent S$117, quite a sum of money.
Quite happy with the outcome, but guess was my hair isn't that type of hair that can receive any dye, so even though I changed my hair colour, it doesn't seems like it was changed.
After which, I went out with my colleagues to bowl at Marina Square.
Bowling isn't my type of game, so I think it's alright for me to pay to "clear their drains".
Didn't expect much form it too. Anyway that night expenses was mainly paid by my in-charge.
She is nice, but her temper is like shit when you work with her.

YUP! That's here.
Today still got a free ride home with her.
And have learn something about cars..
Today will be the day to introduce my colleagues to your.
On the left is my In-charge, Lynne,
and on the right is my ex-colleague, Jie Ping.


Emily didn't go that day, so sad. :C
And that's the rest of our Belano staff.
From the top left, Shirley, to the right, Jia Yan.
And on the bottom, second-in-charge, Sally, and beside, ME!


And random snapshots:







After the bowling, we went to the 'grab-toy-machine'
This is what we gotten.
The two brown toys was free.
It was grabbed by Jie Ping.
He is a "Pro" in grabbing the toys.
He uses a $1 to grab two toys.
HAHA, but sometimes you know you need luck to play this.


On Friday, went to sent this boy off the departure hall.
His going to bangkok for some prayer stuff.
Look what this gay boy did to his bag.
He tied a RED ribbon on his bag.
According to him, it's for better reorganization during collection of his bag.

Erm, it's not nice enough, should tie this again.

Yeah, nice bow ribbon. GAY SMILE(GRIN) :D


HAHA. Okay, I'll STOP TEASING HIM!
HAVE A SAFE JORUNEY!

Today my bestie will be off to Cambodile. for some volunteery work.
It's not easy to be in the team okay, you have to go through interviews.
And she got in!
Whatever it's, ALL THE BEST BESTIE.
HAVE A SAFE TRIP, MOST IMPORTANTLY TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
XOXO!
Unable to send her off cause her airplane goes off at 6am and she has to be there by 4am.
Thus, sigh sigh.


That's all for today.

Monday, August 25, 2008

China joke of the day.

It's just another day of work.
Working on Sundays is the worst of the worst of a work day.
As people has know Lucky Plaza is the district place for Philippinos and Bangalas, or I call them Maids and the their boyfriends.
And by serving them is the most difficult of all, they'll just 'dig' your clothes.
Make them as messy as they would.
A non-dumb like a dumb.
But best of all, most of the Sundays I can claim taxi fares. :D
Woot!
and... Today the taxi-driver is very friendly and funny.
He talk about an incident when a China lady flagged his cab.
Before she went in the taxi, she started questioning...
China Lady(CL): Do you go bed ok?
Taxi-driver: BED OK?!(exclaimed)
Taxi-driver: NO! No bed ok!
CL: I wait for so long and you say no?
Taxi-driver: What bed ok? (Doubting her pronunciation): you write for me where you want to go.
CL: BEDOK
Taxi driver: WA LAO! That BE-DOK! NOT BED OK!
(People mistaken that the CL wanted to 'go to bed' with them)

HAHA! WILD LAUGH at the taxi.
:D

It's quite enjoying have a taxi-driver to entertain you after work.
It's the joke of the day.

Today or I should say yesterday as the time now is 12-plus-am, is the closing of the Olympic.
:C Didn't have a chance to catch the closing gala. It's exciting to watch the athletic to work for their medals. When they win, you would cheer for them. When they lose, you will sigh for them, and wish to comfort them. I remember that time when I was in the canteen with Maine and Fam, we watched Olympic games; relating to gymnastic together. And that time there was a Korean(if I didn't remember wrongly) gymnastian who is doing the "hand-twisting -game"(don
't know what that) and he slip and fall for a few times. And you could he the from his expresstion that he is disappointed with what he had done. And at that moment you really wish to say "Hey friend, you had done a good job! At least you completed the game!'
Sigh, it's another four years of wait for this kind of experience.

Tomorrow still had to go for attachment again.
Turning in.
Have a good night earthlings.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Updates:


Hi people.
I know I have been lacking of updates, but I know, the frequency of 'lack of update' is so much higher than the update itself. Nevertheless, this blog still exist and is alive. Maybe if you're lucky or so, you will have a chance to read my posts. May god bless you for so. Erm, I learn from ML that we shouldn't use the word 'G-O-D' unnecessary. So I shall imitate my Pharmocology lecturer, instead of saying GOD, I shall spell in out.
Let's join the spelling bee contest! Horray!
HAHA!
With my ability, I'll definitely be the 1st runner-up of the last position.
If there is such a space.

ANYWAY ANYWAY.
From the time I have MIA in this blog, you have miss so much happenings of my life.
I have attended F.I.R concert, which is a very splendid experience.
My first time attending a concert.
You know that feeling? The very typical first-time feeling.
Very much of the excitements.
Suddenly my computers is bombard with pictures... because there is really a lot of them.
When I say them is really only the pictures i took at the F.I.R concert.
And guess the total.
100? No, higher..
250? No, much higher..
329? No! SO SO SO MUCH HIGHER!
541? EXACTLY. YES. It's madness, I know.

and I'll show you some of the 542 pictures:








Love; 我们的爱



We will, we will, ROCK YOU!

















BYE~~

ENCORE~!




THE END


I tell you by the time I finish uploading the pictures, it's already 2++am.
Crap! And I'm damn tired right now.
My favourite part of the whole concert was when they started singing We'll rock you. When they sang the song, the people HIGH to the max. Everyone sang, and roar with them. I like the part when Jam Xiao came as an guest of honour, his song're nice too; super chinese rock.


Today went out with ML and old friend DERRICK! who haven been meeting him for... 10years? nah, just kidding. But for a very long time. Anyway is nice to make jokes out of him, he is just too friendly for the badies like us. HAHA.
Catch 12 lotus together, a very emotional local movie.
I think it's much of my cup of tea, so I consider it NICE.
Catch it if you want to, it's kind of different from Jack Neo's movie.
Just wonder why people kept comparing their movies together.
It's because of the song?
Anyway, I hate the ending.
Kind of sudden, as I really wish to know more...
I have so many doubts.

OKAY, I shall turn-in soon.
Gotta work in the morning.
See you soon.