BORING

Today was like so boring.... i started the day badly. i woke up at 12 something and i skipped the social-studies which is suppose to held at 8.30. haha. im bad, although i saw nusu smses and call, i just ignored it and continue my sleep.

anyway today i BORING, the only thing that entertain me is the radio, because today the Global Chinese Music Awards is life played on the radio... haha. I dont know why this year im so addicted to it, hearing the radio is like im in where it is held. haha. anyway the big news is SUN YAN ZI won the singapore most popular singer or what la. This is the 4th time she take this award... HAHA.

HAHA, anyway as i promised to show your the photos i took yesterday:
This is what matt drew for me on the last day of school, haha, but he didnt mean anything la. Just a drawing, i envy those people that are very talented in drawing.... haha. i wished i could be one of them, but as you see from my previous post, my drawing is like childish, but matt and Bear do draw very well. haha.

the poem i made yesterday/ i hope it can be seen. please do comment, says anything that you feel. woah.

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OMG! when i edit till here, the person who is singing next is guo mei mei - bu pa bu pa. OMG, haha. dont know what to say. she is the 3rd favourite singer in singapore lei, erm, and she got an award! and she really bu pa bu pa lei, said her thank you lines sooooo long....! erm, yang chen ling also not as long as her's.
HAHA, this is my SMILELY LEG, say hi......

I ROCK to the core. i always do. haha.

the envelope, i know im not as creative as matt and bear. but... haha. i think it is accpectable.

the letters frm shirley

SPONGEBOB sticker!!!!

SPONGEBOB with special effect from my phone. haha.
YANG CHEN LING came to singapore!!! :]]]]]

letters frm jie

i never notices that the cable tv my uncle subcribe have korean show, guess who is this??
It is RAIN!!! can you believe it, he cutted his hair!

and... the singing turns dramatic after he chnaged and sing the second song.

YES! this is clearer.... it is RAIN. still in the dramatic mood. haha.

Sing like opening a concert! must changed so many set of clothes.

anyway, im so addicted to vivian and coco recently.... haha. i cant decide which album to buy, i wanted both of them badly. haha, if someone buys one of them for me, i will surly marry him/her right away, regardless he is gay or she is les. HAHA.
i forgotten what i am going to say next..... anyway. good luck for everyone's 'o'/
BYE!!!
haha, i remembered liao, please go to XX's blog... the pictures are so woah~!! her photoshop's skill are so woah~! i finally know what makes her blog so famous, is her photoshop skills that helps right? i wished i have the skills.
seriously bye...
WTH, blogger dont lei me published i cannt BYE, haha.
yes! the new female singer who gets is Jin Sha, the new male singer is ??? he kept singing and no one said the name. haha. i will try to publish again... that guy is Lin yu zhong, got heard before but never see before. haha. STILL CANT. wtf.

madness crying...

opps, i did it again.
i meant i cried today again, i cried for things that i should'nt be; for things that are suppose to be let go. im 16 and im crying in my bedroom like an idiot, the tears nearly wet my bed till it looks like i have urinated on my bed. i just cannt let go on certain things, i once said i didnt cry on 'that day' bec i didnt feel like, and i fegined tears on 'that day.' But now.... i cried so hard because of the things happened on that say, and that is really from the bottom of my heart. i seriously miss my old man, during my sobbing moments i suddenly recalled the times with my old man. i remembered that there was this once when my family(with my old man) when to chinatown during the newyear season. it was an enjoyable moment.... but now thinking back.... i didnt have much momeries with my family. it is pretty depressing....
the other reason i cried because i feel like im a maid in the house, i know that i should be helping my mother as she works so hard for me..... but at times im lazy to do housechores but instead of calling my brother to do, she called me - she knows he wouldnt do it. today my mother was like asked me to hang the clothes because she too tired to do so. i mean i have been hanging, folding and putting the f.clothes and im tired of it too. thus, i dragged and dragged... and it comes to she could not take it and started shouting.... and lastly i still did it with everyone unhappy. i hate regreting on things i had done, like after ingoring my mother, in the spilt second i will felt guilty. Today im also this '__' close to end my life, haha, i will take it as a joke now. Due thinking too much f.things in life that are happening on me, im tired of living. i know it's imbecile still having the idea of ending your life when you are consider half-mauture compared to an adult. But somehow the feelings just urge from your heart to your f.brain and the devil inside started his evil deed when im feeling lost. he started showing me 'the path' that i should choose.Luckily the angel inside me manages to defeat the f.devil, and i survived.
Anyanyanyway.... i made some poems. haha, my first time trying to compose poem, and i did three. PLEASE DO GIVE ME COMMENTS FOR IMPROVEMENTS. haha, i know i shouldnt be doing this, but it is actually a good way to divert your mind. haha but the poems is also mainly about, you know... haha.

FORGET IT, the uploading is slow... and it still cant work after umpteen attempts. i'll upload them tomorrow....

Today i did crazy things again instead of torturing my body by cutting myself, i drew on myself. Last time i used lotion, this time, i used pen. haha. show your the picture tomorrow because the bluetooth device is with my uncle and he is sleeping. HAHA, people should do my way right... instead of hurting themselves.

i learnt to protect myself instead of hurting myself.
falling is a process of standing right?
it is important to stand up when you fall...
BYE mortal, sound like im a celestial beings.

Bright bright morning....

REPOSTED :]
It's a beautiful morning when i still have to go school for FNN, initially dont feel like going but today is the last lesson with Ms Fong. And she'll not be teaching next year lei, sian. I don't know why alot of peeps dont like her, but she is quite nice...... haha.

it's relaxing sitting in front of the computer and listen to songs, and after tons of rainfall the haze's PSI finally drop to 50 and below, which is good. SAD!, after 'o' will not have any chances of meeting any classmates, teachers, cleaner, tuckshop aunties and uncle.... haha. Sadly i dont have the courage to take photos with them. As a STM person, im still glad that i have most of my memories lies on secondary school's days, haha. At least, to me it is a begin where people starts growing..... since im i sec1, i think i have changed alot, from good to bad from bad to worst. HAHA; stop getting emotional. which you guys probably thinks im insane.

talks about things that your dont care ba, yesterday i drop my phone again. It suddenly when black screen and restart by itself, and when it restart the whole sreen was white without the Nokia logo. I thought it's the end of my phone, but somehow after some "CPR" given to it, it finally relive but the phone transformed for bad to worst. Which is bad, i dont wish to change phone so early as im still not financially ready. anyway, tell you a great new, my STM illness have made me forget most of the spellings, sometimes for just a simple word i can think for it for a long time. Gosh, sigh. And no one have correct me, should be probably instead of proberly right? how imbecile im. Probably one day when i woke up from my sleep, i suddenly realize i have forgotten everything.... that'll be a terrible feelings right.

kae la, spare you from my craps.
BYE.

yah, bye my head. HAHA, decided to add more infro of my life. Have you come to a point of life when you suddenly feel like you at totally at lost, or you just wish to sit down and cry your heart out. I do, frequently. I hate myself being so weak; to show anyone the weaker side of me; to get bullied by others; to get teased; to be said. Who will like to be treated badly anyway? i believe no one with a right mind wanted that. I do believe in horoscopes, albeit i always tell people not to be too superstitious, but i actually do it myseld. i found that sometimes what horoscope have analysis it could be quite true. Like they always said scorpio are normally people who very emotional, and hates to be said or what. Like they gave examples like sometimes when scorpio are said that they look inpropriate in the clothes, they will be sulk about it the whole. I think it is quite true from my experences. Haha.

Anyway, i felt that it is very true that scorpio is quite emotional(from my experience la), they can change the emotion swiftly. From happy to sad, or vice versa. Today, i was like.... with my mother in coffee bean in the phone, she sounded like i was playing with my friends instead of studying. A person with a right mind will know what is right to do on the right time right? but... the trust between my mother and i after almost 16 is still not there yet, i find it depressing. Do your mother complain too? like you kids always not helping me with the housechords when you did behine their backs. And when you said it.... the TRUTH THINGY again. What can i say? did i lied to her alot of times, i do but it is in the pass. Sigh, forget it, not point complaining here when nothing can be help. Back to the previous point, that that moment when she hangs the phone.... my mood changed, i felt hurt.... i mean why parents don't understand, i don't know is it because they don't understand me, or i heard something else. Did i not care about her, i reflected. sorrowness overwhemled me from head to toe. there is a song from simpleplan that goes like this..... do you ever feel like breakingdown? haha, i just feel like shouting "yes! im breakingdown!" to them. i hate thinking of problems! i made me lose my hair; my brain cells.... i have already have shortage of them, and im losing them. Good gracious!

Songs do affect feelings right? yup, let me answer myself. I always i have this habit of listening to sad song when im sad... that really sadistic right? But if you think it twice, who will like to listen to those rock song and get groovy with it when you are feel low. that's feign emotion right - when you are sad you tries to be happy, and when you are happy you tries to be sad. I just do it my way - listen to sad song and cry my heart out. Craps about me again which your don't care......

i didnt take any pictures recently of my friends because im tired of doing it, haha, they are saved. But i still took pictures of boring stuff... wth, blogger seems to know that im posting pictures which are LAME, thus they tried their best to be lack and prevent me from posting. Speaking of LAME, the english book which shirley lent me(supposly to be about O's essay) but i come across words like lame, good gracious, what an ass..... erm, is this words allowed? i doubt it. anyway it is quite useful if you read all the essay and make use of it.... to improve your english.

Yes, my class, dont is look clean an aint messy at all. EFFORT from me of course (if not i will post about this) and syidah and abdullah. Great mind thinks alike as people always said. A, S and me thinks that on the last day of the school, we should make the class presentable before we left the school. Starting from next year, i don't wish to return to this school for the wrong reason.... haha, starting to have a unbearable feeling.

after repeating twice, now my name is TINGSU or whatever.


probably she's too pissed off by my bad articulation, and she wrote CB(R) on my drinks. haha, im laughting because i twisted the meaning of the CB she wrote.i know it is not CB im thinking about,haha, the (R) probably means a rubbish.... woah` C... B... rubish. Nice uh`.

Suling's drink and mine; her's is the ultimate and mine's ice-blended caramel with cream. (but phone) haha, speaking of this lousy phone, sometings it just freaks me out when it when missing, though i always complain and complain but it and i know that i love it alot. haha.

and after visiting my cousini stole this photo from her blog. sigh, of all photos she must be a f.funny foto of me in her blog. anyway this is took months ago. it was a enjoyable moment, serectly tell your that was my first time singing in k-box. IT's embrassing.....

(click to enlarge) i don't know that bloggers at blogger are suppose to age below 12. OMG, shocking news, but people who blogs are mostly above 12 right? like xx.....

if you loves philosophy or what try this website.... http://onefortruth.blogspot.com/
i love the quote of the day#2
"Truth is the cry of all, but the game of the few."George Berkeley, 18th century philosopher after whom UC Berkeley (and the town) were named.

though im not really sure of what i meant but somehow i seems to get it. ironical you may said but i know it myself.

End of the day with a lengthy post.

THe last day of school...

If you guys are given a choice to live in a country where it is forever sunny and a country is forever snowy, which one of it will your choose?
For me, i will choose the country where is forever sunny, why? your may asked. Close your eyes and imargine both country. The sunny country is always giving the warm feelings, it seems like life is good there. it gives you the warm feelings that i wanted. However in the snowy country is always giving the cold feelings. Living in a cold country is a torture to me, it seems like living in an emotionless country. With friends, family..... blah.
SEEMS like im talking craps again.

Anyway, today is the last day of school! so fast? When i came to school today, i still never thought that today is the last day of school. But in the day, news spreaded to my ear, then i realised that today is the LAST DAY. sigh, today will proberly is the last time im meeting most of my classmates. Anyway, today there's still a lesson on F&N, still can meet some of them. HAHA, yah-hor still got 'o' right.

whatever, but today my occupation is not student but paparazzi. HAHA. took tons of photos today.
have your try the oreo waterstick. It is quite nice, it look big but it is not. it comes in a packet of 18sticks(i think, cant remember)

Look at wong feng compo! good english, haha. 20/30 lei, i dont think i will ever get this result.


upcoming is FRIENDS.... last photos. haha - sounded like they're dead or im going to die.
an eye of abdullah and big face of hanisah.

poseing uh?

he is pissed! i kept snapping at him. haha. erm, hows beside?

David; alester; yx; gilbet(gill the bird)

Mohammad Daniel(haha, look at his skin colour! that's how cm tease him) with his black mole.

that's legendary david who i always talk about in my blog, with the famous weiwei hair. (f* the handphone! see extra effect!)

KALWIN with his erm*!

try to hold matt's hand uh?

WHAT's with the finger toking?

again? with matt and the bear.

hilarious! dimaz; hamiz; satish; kalwin.

yongqing and gimp peng.

a accident shot of ruiqi. LOOK! my fone is giving me speacil effects again.

syahidah with her finger. HAHA.

shengchang...

kerui and opps! is that sally and szeying?

that's kerui drawing, a protail of ms fong. HAHA, lets compare, judge by your eye. haha. anyway today kerui told me something about the PSI, haha. he said psi stands for PEOPLE SCOLD INDONEASIANs. haha. which means the higher the psi is means alot of people are scolding indoneasian. haha.


look how attentive they're during weemeng's lesson. haha.


i was holding my phone in my hand and i ran in the class after fail attempt to ran away from ms sasi lesson. and he caught me and he asked me to gave him the fone. AND how lame he was 5mins later when he left the class he return to me.

haha, everyone ran away after ms sasi left the class awhile. haha, i was like stuck inbetween my decision. want to run or not. haha. but i end up not running. HEE, im guai kia.

bye, guys. last pic! my sexymouth! artistic. woah!

Madness.

I still could remember my dreams last night, i dreamt about the life of a prince. HAHA, i know i might have think too much, but i feel that prince's life is so comfortable. You can have most of the things you wanted but what it is lacking is freedom. ha~ how i wish i could be the prince of singpaore. HAHA, sound quite "song" right! Today i kept having this thought in my mind, should i retake next year as private candidate, because if i go into poly i will be very bored without friends. At least if i retake next year i can work harder, and most importantly i can get to be with shirley and gang. But i know she will want to be with her girlfriends, instead of a grandpa who have aged-grap between them. HAHA. Thinking twice about it, there's also alot of disadvantages, example is most of the subject's slymbols have changed. I most proberly will not be able to catch up with them. :[ DUNNOE LA! im confused!

haha!
most importantly i must complete my 'o' first then decided on this things right?
will i lost all my friends?
sigh!

anyway! big news!!! READ BELOW!
The main cast was originally supposed to return, but due to their rising popularity and busy schedules, only Kim Jeong Hoon was available to film Season Two. Rather than replacing the famous and familiar roles with new faces, Director Hwang In Roe revealed his intentions to completely switch the cast with new members. The plot of Season Two would be of a young worker at a Chinese restaurant who suddenly discovers that he is a member of the royal family and subsequently enters the palace. Hwang mentioned that he would be looking for Yoon Eun Hye's male counterpart, of sorts.
In October of 2006, Korean pop star Se7en was chosen to play the leading role in the second season of Princess Hours. He will play the character of "Lee Hoo", while others in the drama's second season include Huh Lee-Jae (who plays Yang Soon-Ae), Kang Doo (who plays Lee Joon), and Park Shin-hye (who plays Shin Sae-Ryung). Many of the supporting cast, including those who played the royal family, are expected to join the next season. The filming is scheduled to begin in October 2006, aiming for a January 2007 premiere date.

source from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gung

after reading it i got a WHAT THE HELL feeling! i dunnoe will it be nice without the original artors. whatever! by the way i think the source is quite realiable, it from http://wikipedia.org/
as i have said, only kim jeong hoon is avaliable, it sound sad. i expect him to be much more famous then other stars. HAHA. Anyway in youtube you already can see the trailer of it. here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lzkkyVEOvY&mode=related&search= .

once again, bye people.

BOREDOM

ya, it's a boring day, i always wonder what do people do when they are bored. HAHA, anyway i always have this bad habit, proberly some of my closer friend might have notice. when im bored i loves staring at an angle or loves spying on people. haha. and this is why i often gives people a bad impression that im staring at them, but somehow i did without realizing i was staring at them. by the time i notices, i proberly will be beaten up by them. did i tell your before that once i was walking with sl in sunplaza and when i was at the escalator i was like staring at this angle daydreaming. and when we started walking, we heard calling from behind. i knew they are calling me, and i was pretenious, i tried to sped up my foot steps. but that did not work, they managed to catch up with my pace. and they was like what are you staring ar? and i was so hum ji and said what? did i stared at your? and they insisted that i stared at them, and what can i say at that time. i remembered i just can't think proberly at that time, luckily my saviours came. my classmates, thankflly they came at the right time, and when they came they was like jingsheng what happened? and i was like nothing and walked away with sl. i find myself aways lost in my desperate moments, i just could not solve my problems by myself. But thankful, i was like quite lucky to have friends around me to help me, the imbecile one.

i had finished the korean drama, goong/gung. it is nice, looking at this korean dramas makes me feel like a loser. though i know that most of the dramas are friction but somehwo i just wished i could be one of the artors who found their true love and live happily ever after. The sentence "happily ever after" makes me remember the movie shrek2, the fairy godmother once told shrek that there is no such thing as happily ever after in the real whole, it only happen in fairytales. no happily ever after? how sad is it. Rather living in this realistic world, i prefer changing myself into a ugly frog and live fairytales where there is "happily ever after". Even though i cant be the handsome prince but by sharing their love makes me satisfied. Haha, kept side tacking, as i was saying goong/gung is really nice. Haha, the last part was like caijing having the symtoms of being pregnant. And in the end, you can notices that the bears which represent caijing is holding a bady bear. haha, i believe after watching the last part, most of us will be like thinking when did they "do" it? haha. ERM!

Back to life! Today was a boring day as i said. Yesterday night i set my clock five mins earlier than the normal time i always wake up. And i woke up immediately from my sleeps because i kept having this thought that i will be late for school. But indeed i late for school, because i was lethargic to rush to school. Anyway today the school gave us the facial wash for people who acne face like me. haha, actually when i saw it i started grinning. haha, it just came in the right timing. My face needs it urgently, or i will not dare to step out of the house. i know myself it is bad scaring people with my ugly face. haha. During geo lesson, yq analysed the 'o' exam week for me. He said that there will be a hectic/chaotic week for us. It is like most of the exams are squeezed into a week and there is hardly any time for resting and it will be like revision revision. I predict the rate of people suicide-ing will definitely increase. Because it like so stressful, with a snap of something bad in your mind, you can definitely gone bonkers... I hope i will not be one of the who suicide during 'o' exam period. I hoped god will help me, as Mrs lee have said god will only help people who help themselves. Am i helping myself?? Looking at JL(lee'bf) gave me a big rang in my head, do i really want to post something like he did, and went regretful for what i have done? i seriously don't want to, but i just have a lazy body and mind. I just can't get them moving. i just feel that i have two personality inside me, one is so called the angel who is controlling my internal voice, and the other one is so called the devil who is controlling most part of me; my brain; my actions..... Today lesson just bored me till death, today ms chia is quite hyper but im not in the mood to share her joyous day. Today Muslims can go home at 11am, so go. I wished i could be a Muslim for the day, i mean who dont want to.

lets talk about goong/gung again, everytime when i think of it i just hoped i could jumped into the computer/television and go into their world. I just hoped i can be one of them!! haha. anyway heard that they had already started fliming the 2nd season of goong/gung. it will be showing in feb and it mainly talks about their college's life. i think so, rumours said so. im so going to watch. i also wished to watch deathnote, if anyone happens to read my blog and interested to watch with me, please contact me at lost90found@hotmail.com. HAHA.

Lets have some FUN posting unsightly picture that terrorise you guys.

yes, today i did crazy stuffs again. im always so crazy, just don't mind my madness.
How wasteful im to waste the lotion on hairy legs!!
anway, smilely face presented to....... you guys! smile always as i always said but im the one who is always sulking. HAHA.

Haha, CUTE ar? lets name them, on the left is B1 and on the right is B2. And they are the legendary BANANA BROTHERS! haha.

Yes, im prossessed by a glutton who never get FULL!
no additional effects, i wondered am i really being prossessed, haha, how irony i am. if im how is it be possible that im posting. Proberly i will be jumping high and down "ki-tang".

yaa! lets leave a memory of me inside my school's toilet!
im LONER! i hope i will not be using you NEXT YEAR!

loves taking my chem teachers photos! can't BADMOUTH XX, will be sued!

coming up is the BEST KOREAN DRAMA i ever watch this year..... GOONG/GUNG!!! the first runner up is FULL-HOUSE. Congrats!!! haha. How SWEET! i wished i could be doing this with my future girlfriend:] Anyhow the second and third pictures are not the time when they have 'erm' and have bady, haha. i just know because it is not shown! haha. erm` lame.



see~ when yul saw this he is crying... he begged me not to posted but after some tongue-lashing by me, he finally agrees to let me post their picture. haha. LAME.

he looks like he is going to shit there but still very handsome. HAHA. i should just die!


I want to have at least 3Bs for my 'o', i dun ask for much.
3+3+3+5=14.
bye, earthlings dun miss me. i know your do. haha.