For Fam

For Fam
Fam I don't wish you to be sad because of us; you're really a great friend to me.
I don't know how your will see this, she is really a great friend.
There was once in school I was very down, and she was the only one who consoled me.
Ever since that day, I think that she is really important in this clique.
Like yingying have said little sweet acts do makes people happy.
Fam's theory do work- sweetness do make people happy.
I wanna say all this because Fam seems sad, and I think the reason is because of us.

Smile like you do :D

Jing Sheng ROCK.

Hallo people, it's been a long time.
I know yesterday is Christmas.
I hope you people have a Merry Christmas.

This year Christmas was just another get together with my family.
Grandfather condition seems worsen, he's mild unconscious, he can't speak to me anymore.
I miss his voice... I miss him saying "Have you eaten... Go back early..."
I'm a bad grandchildren! I spend my holiday working as a slave for my materialistism
Don't go so early... I'll spend more time with you.

You'll never know how many draft I have saved but wasn't published.
I kind of not sure what to post, I just feel like people will give me wrong.
Being someone who doesn't know how to handle chum-ship.
I'm total LOST.
DON'T GET TOO SERIOUS WHEN I'M JOKING, and I'M JOKING MOST OF THE TIMES, and I KNOW IT'S IRRITATING.

BYE.
Tommorrow will be a good day.
Miss all my friends.

updatesl

HAHA, I'm not referring to Erlina with all the stupid thoughts.
IT's NOT ERLINA, and no one shall know who am I refering to... :D
Suddenly feel that all the people in the clique is going to stab me when I have say all that.

Mother and friends

Mother
It's very hard for a guy to voice his feelings out, albeit it sounds like an excuse.
What I wanna say is mothers are the only person who cares for you the most in the world and nonetheless, your father too. But my perception is that generally mothers are the ones who care most for their children. We as fetus grew in their body and I guess they feel that we're part of them. A mother with a right mind will love their children as much as they love themselves, or some over the extend. It's just like another duplicated heart living in the same world, although they're not sharing the same feelings or thoughts. You just know it's there, it's your's. I don't know how did all these parental thought came to my mind, but seriously I want to say I love my mother a lot.
To think of it... I really a bad son.
I have always thought that my body belong to myself, but if we all think back... It's actually our parents creations and efforts. we belong to our parent; which mainly is from our mother. When you do something evil to your body which can be double tantamount effect to your mother. I never thought of this when I did my piercing, now I sort of can understand how my mother feels when I told her I pierced my ears.
As for the ear-piercing thingy, I felt sorry for my mother for having such a rebellious son.
But since it's done, I shall say I have no regrets for doing so.

Life have been too busy to do some reflection and treat my mother better...


Friends
Still met a lot of good friends in NYP, lots to say to everyone, but shall simplify:
- Happy Birthday to Erlina, hope that you have fun that day.
- Sorry to be so insensitive to ???
. It's nice to have you there all the time; when I'm emo, and shits that I do. I know it all along.
. I think that you're super impt in this clique.
- Be forever nice, don't change.
- I'm jealous.
- Sometimes I dislike you, sometimes I like you.
- Your attitude suck, but still... will try to like you.
- I know that I ain't doing anything better, but I'm trying...


And thanks for Ash and his father today.
Randomly I said I wanna eat tonight, and Ash and his friends accompanied me to.
I had fun at the Malay Karaoke restaurant, it's pretty cool- you pay to sing in front of everyone. (no sarcasm) I find that all Malays sing well. And thanks Ash's father for driving me home! :D

BYE

FF test.

I FAILED FOR MY PRACTICAL TEST!
It's no shocking news for me because way deep down in my heart I know I'll fail.
You think I'll say that?! Definitely not..
The test was easy, I expected my question but I went blank totally.
Couldn't even remember the slightest stuff...
Like you have the on the stupid thing before putting the nasal prong onto the patient.
PLUS PLUS... I think Mdm Ee is irritated by me- I kept having the erms, the arhs and super long pulses between sentences.

Whatever it is have to go for remedial on 2nd of Jan.
BYE.

Ear piercing.

You all may think I'm out of my mind, but I'm prefect normal.
I pierced both my ears yesterday (07/12/07), four piercings:)
Your may thinks that it's gay, but I don't really much bother about it.
It's what I wanna do for along time.



Bye.

:)

Haven been able to online due to you-know-what-reasons, business.
Jay Chou album title suits the description of my life; I'm busy.

Finally found this B'day video, it's what my classmate made for me.
It somehow is lost, but it's found again- long story.
How I wish everyone can be like the same:)
I really like the video, and enjoy you people's efforts.



Bless ah gong.
:)

extractions.

Hey people, two of my tooth are extracted today. :(
Didn't want to gross your soul out, so didn't take any photos.
Erm, kinda freaky in the first place cause it's the first time I extract my tooth under a dentist's hand. I still remember when I was young my mother usually don't bring me to the dentist because my teeth are falling... She either 'shake' it off my gum, or let nature happens. The whole extraction process wasn't too bad, I considered it as a experience in life. The 'everyone-say-it-feels-like-ant-bite-needle' was a bluffed, I never really notice a ant-bite, so I concluded that it's a bluff, ant-bite doesn't even make you feel like smacking the dentist... I didn't know that extraction of tooth is using a clipper like tool, and the dentist was 'shake' my tooth off like what my mother did, only that dentist is named professional. The first extraction was a torture for the dentist, he have a hard time pulling a shaking off the tooth, I even feel like saying "Do you need my help?" haha, and and the tooth was finally extracted, he commented that the tooth is long. YEAH! I have strong teeth on my left side :) because the tooth on my right was a fast job :( When I was asked to bring my teeth home, I said I don't want. I'll feel very sad if I look at them :( I miss my teeth...

Okay, sexyas good night.

no relation.

and a VERY BIG THANK YOU TO TEREANCE for the mic necklace!
Sorry for not being able to thank you through my blog, hee, don't have your photo. :)
But still hope it's not too late, you're not that petty right? Smile.

today'
handling any form of relationships?
bad, no solution.
unrelated to anyone.
understand?
devoting sadness

POST birthday post.

It's so irritating that your life is so occupied, it just seems like you have to work till your last breath of your life. I don't have time for friends, family and my entertainments. I know that your will be sick of hearing of my complains, but what more can I post on? I'm just hell occupied. This Thursday there is going to Biology test, damn, so gonna pass it! Thought of quiting CC job, I'm really suffocating, not like the pass, I can do what I like and even have time to reflect on life. And believe me when you don't have time for yourself, you get EMO very easily.
Talking about EMO, have to thanks FAM for the fabulous cheesey donut that she gave me after EMO day have passed.

Love this picture:)
SHOCK!!!



As promised, here's the models of my Birthday presents.
Although it's not well taken, but really do appreciate them.
Special thanks to Shirley, Fam, Charmaine, Derrick, Suling, JY, Yi Xiang, Ash and people who have wished me Happy B'day. Thanks with XOXOXO.

The super nice NYDC Boo Boo cake :)

The Super nice Cookie from Miss Field :)

The Super JS's presents. Love them :)



Thanks buddy buddys for accompanying me:)
HAHA, don;t have photos of your on that day, just grab any of your photo.
:)) I'm clever!







UPDATE!
I got a new deep cut on my finger just because of my clumsiness again:)


Off to studying.
BYE!

Regarding my birthday...

My BIRTHDAY IS TWO DAYS PASSED, and I haven done a proper post since 5th of November. To be exact, I haven use to the computer since then till today.
My life have been super busy.
School, work and outings.
Apart being occupied by the busy schedule, still managed to celebrate my birthday :D
I need to super thank those who sent b'day regards to me, and a very big thank you to those who gave me the presents. I LOVE ALL OF THEM, I'll post all the photos tomorrow. Super like the preset and my birthday this year. MANY XOXOXOXO to your!

I'll end my day here, good night:)

stupid post!

I'm fucking TORTURED and TORMENTED by the restrictions. It's not like I'm a horny bastard, present in this world to go around fucking fuck people..

I'm so disgusted and fatigued now, I'M GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE in my bed.
No la, just kidding. GOING TO SLEEP la.

OKAY, here's the edit post; not going to sleep, not going to die yet

I so think that Roy gonna kill me soon.
'Who's Roy?', you definitely ask.
My answer is 'He's a online seller.'
I happened to surf pass this website: Japstreetwear a month ago, and tries to get some stuff from him. Until now I have settle have any business with him. What I kept doing this pass month was I repeating telling him I want A product, however a few hours later, I tell him I want B product but not A product. Situation like this make this business pass a month, and today he smsed me 'I think it's better for us to talk on phone'. HAHA, he's god damn unlucky to have me as the buyer.

Woohoo! Excited to see what I bought, they're sexyaes!
One of the sexyaes I wanna buy, but he's not having the colours I want.
A real sexyae from EDC's brand- CLOT :)
Here's clotinc.




Tommorrow is my ICA presentation, and here I'm with my craps about buying clothes.
I'm doing work too, I'm making name card! Ha, important for the presentation.

Here's a reminder for everyone, love your phone!
You'll feel lost without it!
I'm feeling lost today in school!

Real BYE!

Short update again.

Yeah! One tiny dot of my pansai flooded, which meant that my pansai contains dietary fiber.
I shall continue my goal of making my pansai flood!!
Pansai = Faeces in dialet.

Life is still pretty occupied with school and work, hardly even have time to enjoy. Hate being cluttered with tons of work, just wish I could more time for everyone.
Last Friday my group mates celebrate the November babies' birthday, and manifestly that I was part of them.


At that instant, I feel like Mediacorp stars, suddenly thousand of people snaps at you.
Clearly I'm exaggerating, but I'm jubilant to be loved by them.
The pizza was nice, thanks for the effort Grace and people who take part in organizing the mini-party. (Sorry to mention Grace only, not that she is my rumored-gf, but.. I just happened to only know that she was planning.) Oh, and yingying! That day out of a sudden she requested me to accompany her to collect the pizza after school. When I question, she ended the conversation abruptly. At then I was wondering was it Long Zhen's birthday, which explains the collection of pizza, but slight debate went through my mind. I once saw on Long Zhen's blog that she had celebrated her b'day, what could the pizza for then? My thought ended like this.
Now things cleared, it's for us. :)

Randomly I came across this video by UKBASTARDS. (click to watch, remember to read the video information)
The person who uploaded the video wasn't one of the bullies. The person who uploaded the video was B0Davis- One of the bullies, before the actual video was deleted he named the video as 'The slowest taxi in South East Asia' and commented that the guy was hilarious.
Hate to say, but people who commit stupid acts like them are seriously unacceptable. What the purpose behind all these acts? It's not like you can reason that it's humorous, jokes like this are seriously unwelcome. I believe in karma for this matter.

:) Selemat Tinggal, turning in.

I want to stay over!!!

I'm so excited with the 'party' my Jie Mei about to organize.
It's a stay over, cool.
They're either getting a charlet or a hotel room or someone's house, but I'm so tempted to stay at Sentosa. It's going to be so cool!
The privilleges of the Sentosa Islander is so tempting too.
Check it out!

Look at the hotels there! Oh MY GOD!




Argh!!! I WANT TO STAY OVER!!!

Eating is a problem!

Besides busying with school life, recently I have to new stuff to bother for- what to eat everyday. For my problem doesn't complies to most earthlings literally. If your have read my previous post, I have mentioned that my teeth was braced on, and I also mentioned that it wasn't painful. And that was TOTALLY CRAP, but I'm glad that I survive through the first day. The whole situation make me realise that on that day when the dentist places the brace on to my teeth, I was on some sort of 'anastigia'(spell?), therefore I didn't felt much pain till later in the night.
Slightly digressing, as I was saying how eating bothers me. You never know that how much pain the metal pieces on your teeth is causing, each chew/bite arch your nerves.
I'm a human who can't be starve, if I'm hungry, I'll grumble which people hate it totally. So I needed a solution to my problem, my solution was to wake up earlier.
Before I'm on brace, I rarely was early for school, but after, I tend to wake up early just for my breakfast, which show that I can do anything to eat.
What's actually on my priority list of life,

1. EAT
2. SLEEP
3. ENTERTAINMENTS
4. STUDY
5. DIE!

Cool!
Recently I have found new entertainment, Sony Ericsson phone.
Love the camera function, espically the one call paragma(spell?) which we can take 3 different photo, and it will automatically link them up together.

The linked-up photos!




Camwhored!




With my stupid crap idea, but everyone still look photogenic.



Random pictures from Men's Health, see it's fun and addictive.



Melayu is totally a challenge, who says it's easy?!
Gonna bash up the person!
Selamat Tinggal!!!
I don't care! I wanna eat solid food!

Bracing process.

Hey people, my teeth is on the process of bracing!


The first metal placing process wasn't too bad, it's because it isn't pain at all.
Just that the annoying doctor stretch my mouth from Sembawang to Jurong East, and NOW I'M ON SOFT DIET!!

haha, so lazy now.
BYE.

Being Malay is FUN!

I'm officially MALAY for today :)

As a super mummy's boy, I hardly ever spend my nights outside.
BUT today was exceptional! I went house visiting today, sort of like Chinese New year visits, however this is different. I have a chance to experience Malay culture- how they celebrate their new year. I learnt a lot from it, and enjoyed it.
From the Chinese, do you ever know...

• After arriving into Malays' houses, you shouldn't start eating till you're served with water or informed that you're able to consume. Otherwise, you're being rude.
  

• that they have this 'bowl of water' in-between the table of snacks, that for clean of your hands before, in-between or after food.

• that for they travel from houses to houses, and on the first day of the Hari-raya they should visit from the elder to the younger's house of the family. And on the first day, they could stay on till mid-morning.
• that they give their 'green packets' during their departure, and not like Chinese who give their 'red packet' during the initial of the meeting. AND their 'Green packets' IS NOT RED
• that THEY FOOD TASTE SUPER DELICIOUS!

Haha, that's what I learnt today!
More upcoming photos when ASH and MARIAM send to me!

Shadier for today :)




Serve me right for my sprain ankle!
After today I feel that I'm super clumpy; first was the fall in the lecture hall and everyone in the lecture hall, and recognise me for that; second was today's fall with the witness of new friends that witness my fall in lecture hall too.
The funny part was they reckon that I fell asleep and resulted in my fall, but what was dumber was I actually tried to pick something up and resulted in my fall. Today's joke was I tried to be superman and I fell and sprain my ankle(cross super hard my finger that it wouldn't be swollen).

This video is named My loved for AMY!
That's the reason why I said I deserved the sprain!




Turning in, stay tuned for more..

the cools today.

The cools today:

1. Today lesson is short: I just have two hours of lesson.
2. Went to watch the movie that I wanted to watch; Resident Evil: Extinction. The movie ended with Alice looking at her clones, which is super cool. It makes me so wanna watch the next Resident Evil movie, just imagine, she and her clones fighting the deads.
3. 
4. Went to my grandpa house after that, my grandpa looks healthy, just lethargic.
   
5. While waiting for the bus home, saw these two Indian kiddos, sharing a cup of Mr softee. Kids sharing a cup of ice-cream wasn't too surprising. What makes me noticed their behavior was the way the finished their ice-cream. Both of them gobble the ice-cream, using their fastest eating speed to eat the ice-cream. Although it's as though they uses the spoon to eat, but you sould see that how quick they scoop the ice-cream, out it into their mouth, scoop again, put it in again, and cycle repeat.
6. Went home with an unknown bus- not the usual bus that brings me home from my grandpa house. The bus seemed like some private bus. When I saw the poster in front of the bus that says that it do travel to Sembawang, I board the bus without thinking twice. The cost of the bus is as though the normal SMRT bus, 60cents, 80cents, 1 dollar. I placed 1 dollar into the cash box, because that's the only shilling that I left. The bus was comfortable- normal school bus type, you don't have to stand and you could own a seat.

I'm good at fake smile!


and BYE that's all for today! I'm happy to own a seat!!