a little letter to him

In 2007 there was lots of permenant changes in my life.
There was couple of 'makeover' on myself; piercing and bracing of teeth.
Losing another grandparent of mine.
Getting a new job in Coffee club.
With these, I'm sure I hope no encore for 2007.
Every year people will say that they hope for a better year, and I believe that that's everyones wish. If there's a god, I believe that he will not make the world so prefectly that he has nothing more to do. I feel that last year wasn't a great year for me, and I really hope that he can do something with my future.
TO him,
You know... I need some encouragements/rewards in life, don't always depresses me with life situation that is difficult to cope. I don't wish to feel alone, when there is no one to ask for help.
Just do something to make me feel that you;re really there... at least someone who I can ask for hopes.
You know what I mean...

at least no infection for my ears...


If you really wish to pierce, you just have to know how to take care of it.
That's what I feel now. Look how gross my piercing can be!
A lump of extra skin was developed, and the swelling seems to be worsening.
It's been a long time since I looked closely at it, and it's definitely infection now.
Should I just remove my ear stick and let the wound close?
Extra close observation need to be done for further discussion.

but something to be joyful about...

2008

2007


BYE!