Blogging can be scary.

i know im abit outdated/no rights to comment about this news. The news came up in the heading on the saturday. It's just a girl who commented about the hatred for other girl who died of drowning. im just taking it as an example of how can be so unsafe for some personal thoughts. By saying about all this im not stating whether she's right or wrong. IM A NEUTRAL BLOGGER. i don't wished to be 'famous' through this way. if anyone didn't know about the news, here's a view of what she said.
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and she wrote this after the news have blown up.
i know you know what im thinking. But you know the lesson. SHHH`


and alot more blogspot web which're edited(not written by her but was cut and paste from her previous post) was formed. I found two of the web just for her post, but her blog was closed.

okayokay. i shall be careful or what i say next time. SHHHH~

Ouch.

My two days of 'holiday' passed so quickly.
OUCH! i read the the blog of the girl who lost her tooth during a ruby match again. OUCH! is the word that kept repeating in my heart. i symapathies her lost, what she had to went throught and the permanent make of her friend's head. if i was in her position i might kill myself for that. i can't even torlerate my uneven teeths, how can i accept being 'toothless' for 6 months. And the bill to 'regain' back to what she use to have, was $5000 dollars. I could use the money to straighten and whiten my teeths. i never want to be in her situation. thus, i think i should join a gentler cca like astronomy. who knows what will happen to me after i joined kayaking. a broken limb? By the way i didn't went for their compeition, maybe im sticked-off their list already. For astronomy there was a two day one night camp on 18 of may. Camp? hell. who knows what will happen? maybe we didn't see any stars but we see...... (you know other than stars and noon, what'll come out during the night.) [cross my fingers]. Actually im not supertisous, but there is an old chinese saying 'it's better to believe than not to believe.' Irony- by believing this saying im already supertisous.

i must stop having the holiday mood! i think im still in my dreams even the school had started long ago. I DEMAND MYSELF TO WORK HARD.
while working hard, i think of going to sentosa. WAHAHA.
to tan myself. argh.

bye.

chocolate skin

I wanted to get myself tanned. I love myself when im in the chocolate skin colour. I never have a chance to tanned myself as im too busy with you know what; life. Life - schooling- presentation; lectures; tuitorials, Socializing- friends; family, Eating, sleeping(which takes up most of my time).
Apart from that as i was saying i wanted to tan myself, i never get myself tanned. Because is either im lazy to swim or if i fork out sometime to swim, the sun'll never be there for me. Today went 'swimming' with shirley. I said i wanted to swim in the morning but end up i was wasteing my money and time in the pool not swimming.
After that we went to CWP- intended to study. But it's the examination period. The library is so crowed- even floors're occupied to the fullest. Thus, i intend to call Derrick as his house is the best place to study. BEST as in we have a chair to seat on, a table to write on, a place that we can talk, eat, shit and etc.. but the only disturbance was his sister. She just can't stop yelling and getting attention as Derrick claims, however, she is damm cute. Cuter than before. Her hairstyle is COOL today.

Have tons of overdued pictures to be uploaded.

This photos was found at nyp-shs.blogspot.com
i found some photos of myself. (p/s: im abit prevertic to look thr all the photos just to see whether there're photos of me, but surpising there're some. But SMALL)
The first one is pretty obvious.






What we're doing instead of swimming.



At Derrick house with his cute sister,sharmane. She's good at posing, or that's her nautal talent. my future model. she's MINE>




She was freaked out, still so cute. YUM; haha.


Opps! that was not my intention. Forces on her small pocket which contains of thousand and one thing.


Happily sufting porn sites.


The biggest ant i ever seen, should i call it an ant? The ant is so sexy, it has a BIG HEAD and a BIG BUTT.


i was studing at the poolside. i can almost hear my mother praising that im GUAI!


Organising of how i want the pictures to be posted aint that difficult of me now. For the pass few years i was like dragging my photos but i have learnt an efficient way which can be done within minutes. YEAHYEAH!

i had post another question out for the frienster ______maintenance?
The first time was in 4rd Dec 2006. But this time was the comment part, but in fact it's the same. Comment and testimonial're combined now.
Is like WTH can, it's liek the second time can?!
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Look! Is there a comment for me to approval.

Look at the dates, it's less than a year, and the same problem repeated.

The first time i was like explained detail-ly for them. (to me la!)

The second time i was like. WTH. initially i wanted to tell them how irritating it's but i doesn't help much if i told them. Thus, i still intend to be the 'nice' guy. Just backstabbing them in blogger.


So irritated.
okay, im no longer irritated.
im online-ed for more than 3?4?5? i never notice. But definately i have been sitting here for a long time. i kept editing my post if your have realise, maybe no? im super hungry. my last meal filled 1/4 of my stomach only. how much more i can ask for when im penniless.
your maybe asking what im doing when im online-ed.
mainly, I browse through people's blog. And just now i found weili's blog and was reading his archieves. Weili = xx's friend, whom stop blogging for sometime. But coincidently i found his new blog.

i want a laptop.
god did you hear me?
you can give it to me by 'accidentally' leave one on my doorstep.
it doesn't not matter that it's is 'second hand' or 'first hand'.
Just give me one the can be use.
or you can contact me ar 962707**
i know you know how to contact me.
okay? it's a deal uh.
argh?
eh?

answer lei....

BAD DAY.

I can sing sing Dianel Powter song Bad Day the whole day. In fact i can say i didn't manage my time proberly that leads to my Bad Day. As i said yesterday i was late for the class at the 6 storey, today my first lesson was there too, but it's was another tuitorial. The lecturer was a ___ can. She tell off at the smallest thing. She said that i was late for class when our timetable said that the tuitorial was at 10.10. I arrived at the class at 10.09, in fact i was early by one minute. However, she said i was late for 4 minutes, and said that there isn't 10.10 for first class. It's should be 10 or 10.05. WTH can. Did the school rule said or, and no lectuer had told us this before, why she KB so much. I was the 'first' one to come in 'late' and sweaty. That proved that i ran there can. And there was two other who're later than me which're really late can. And she just say what's your name for them. DOES MY GENDER CAUSE ME TO SUFFER FROM KB-NESS. my god, shut her up. Nevermind i don't want to talk about it.

Today saw two dead birds in a day at differenet location. Unlucky. And i lost a pair LEFT contact in a week. WTH. it's super suay. i did not realise that i lost my contact after i fell in a short sleep. see this picture you can obviously see the BIG AND SMALL eye. But i didn't realise, i was there digging for my contact in my eye. I scare i left it inside and cause infection.

Anyway i promised to upload the photos but i only got some. Yi Ting haven upload the photos.


My mother phone camera does some nice shot.

i got my pieceing. if you believe.


bye.

i had a thousands and one questions...

Recently i have a lot of questions on my life. Before you read on, you might think is another 'suicide' post that im going to blog about. But nope, not that pessimistic. My questions was...

1. Why didn't my mother gave me an English name? which save a lot of my and my friends trouble(especially the Malays). Most of my friends had a had time remembering my name, and they could come up with a lot of new names for me. Example: Jang Shang, Jin Shang, Jin Shen, Jason... etc. i was left with a lot of names after all this.

2. Why i can't stop eating and sleeping? i had this problem of not being able to satisfy; stomach; sleeping. I can eat for this minute and complain that im so full, and the next minute i will complain again that im hungry again. i also can't stop sleeping, ; it's never enough.

3. Why im born 'this' way, cant i born 'better'.

4. Why i always panic my friends. As in last Saturday after alight off an taxi, i got so nervous. I had this feeling that i will lose my handphone again. And i got so anxious searching through my bag, and finally i found it. But all my friends was like WTH. And today, i thought i lost my student card and i was busy searching through my bag, and i told one of my friends that i lost my student card. She was like searching through my bag for me, but at last i found it in my pocket. my god.

5. Why im so absent-minded. my mother gave me my weekly allowance and i lost it the next day. I can't remember where i place it. And you can talk to me about this particular matter but a day later i might tell you this matter again. And you'll like i told you this yesterday, after that i'll show you a blur face.

and there's so much questions to be ask...

Today i was late for class. I leave my house relatively late today, thus i arrive at Yio Chu Kang at 8.50. Is like 10 minutes to class. I tell you will never be in time for class if you're leave with 10 minutes. YOu never see the WHOLE PILE of people walking to school at the same time, everyone was like taking their time. You can't rush or what, but i still did. I squeeze through my way, and today was the presentation how can we be late, moreover, im in the 1st group. i ran up 6 storey just to reach to the pathertic room, and i reach there just in time for the presentation. And i was panting so much even while i was holding the piece of paper.
Anyway, after the tutorial ends i even forgot to bring the presentation paper out, see how absent-minded i was.
Today Lectures was so boring, i evern fell asleep at one of it. WOW.

Today YiTing brought her camera. And we all kept cam-whoring infront of the camera.





my handphone was flat after these photos. WEAK. But there's more on her camera; others handphone. i will get it by tomorrow and show you people.

People seems like getting busy with theirs life and no one is blogging. My favourite part of online-ing is invading people's piracy. i know i have blogged about this a long time ago and i kept repeating but coming online will be so redundant.

Today thought that the presentation discussion will stay till very late. But we ended early then what i expected. Life have been quite tireding, i think there's ain't a day that im not tired. haha.

okay, im a bad blogger.
okay, last Saturday happen thousand and one thing in a day.
i went to guitar orientation. But i ain't joining the club because we have to buy a guitar if we don't have one. BORE.
Then in the afternoon went to KC birdhday BBQ. Have FUN.
let the picture speak to you, to tired to type. YEAH.

CCAs

OKay, i have not learnt my lesson. I still remember how busy i was with my CCA during secondary school years(not that busy on the secondary 4 year). I still could remember how i wanted to join the cloub badly. At that time i think all the sport club are rubbish, they'll just drain you into a tiny sheet of paper. And the times i attend the club which i thought was FUN, was countless. And the FUN club turns to boring every since there was lesser and lesser people joining out club. I seriously think it was part of our fault that our club closed. I saw how the people/lier at NYP pull people into their club, i know is no point forcing people into the club when they have no interest in it, eventually they will leave. I have a big new for you guys, the BIG NEW is... I JOINED 4 CCA CLUBS. i know im so crazy, but how can i help when you're being force. Actually two of the club was self, but the other two was forced. But afterall i found all club FINE, i can learn every for FREE, you see. Is the FOC thingy thats matter.

The 4 clubs is Guitar, Astronomy, Cheer-leading and Kayaking club. HAHA, i know is alot, i dont know how can i handle all. You know my Philosphy towards was sport club was how tireding and how energy-draining they are. But now i think Kayaking was part of my interest, i think is so cool can. As for Cheer-leadin i was force into, but i can see tammi. And your question will be 'see her for?' i also not sure. HAHA. But i think i will not join that club, just go for the oriendation for FUN and Laughter. ANyway i saw Tammi that day on the CCA carnival, and your will be like 'soo...' HAHA, she is like a Star in NYP you see. HAHA, so i quite abit excited when i see her. Okay im deviating. As for guitar club, i always wanted to have some musical talent, but i alyways didn't have the chance to do it. And Astronomy was like quite interesting when there talk about it. HAHA. i think now im Guitar, Astronomy, Cheer-leading and Kayaking FULL-TIME and Nursing PART-TIME. HAHA.

Anyway i got my student card today, i regret putting that photo, is damm ugly can. YES UGLY! wish me luck for tomorrow guitar oriendation. Im so excited about going for the CCAs, i kept pestering my friends to go with me, i can ask them the same question for 5198456times a day. HAHA.

Bye.
This song is so cool, love her, love her songs.

Learn to LOVE your school.

That's what one of my elder cousin, wen ting, told us. HAHA, and she proudly said to us 'I LOVE MY SCHOOL!' Thus, i should follow her leads and shout 'I LOVE MY SCHOOL TOO!' You see i have been attending this course CRITICAL THINKING, and it's all about thinking in different efficient way. And hence, I'm doing so; the optimistic way.
Don't we always equate CRITICAL THINKING into FAST PROBLEM SOLVING. But actually it wasn't. It's MORE of that, and i shan't go on, if not you guys will be bore to death.

As I was saying that i love my school, because i met fun people; classmates. They're very nice people. You see, we haven't know each other for long, but today was one of my classmate's birthday and caring people like Amelia and Yi Ting came out a plan to celebrate her birthday - was each of us chip in some cash to buy a birthday cake for that person. How nice of them, like me, i wouldn't initiate this idea. So there're the leader and co-leader right?

That's all for today.
GOOD NIGHT.

After tons of thing to be done, i finally have sometime to update.
You people surely haven knew about the wedding right?
Last Sunday one of my cousin held a wedding ceremony, and before and after the ceremony i become weary. The way i got involve it seems like i am one of their family member. I was one of their photographer, bed-jumper, and the day before their ceremony i was their to help out.

The day before their ceremony i had 2-hrs sleep only. And being their photographer caused me not eating much of their dinner. And the total sum of ang-bao i got for two hard days was 30dollars. HAHA - you know why.

okay, first day of school was still fine.
you know poly 'first day of school' wasn't quite the same as secondary/primary school 'first day of school'. poly doesn't spend too much time on introducing/ more slack on the first day. Even first day work had starter. Anyway, my first lecturer today told us something quite meaning which i wanted to share. He told us 'There's various ways of dying, and there's only a way of living' and if you're a normal person you definitely knows the right way of living.
First day of sociology requires hard memorising, but the lecturer, trina, was fun. She's like a comedian, and she can be one.

im off to bed, although i just slept, i mean from 7-12 and now is two. ha.

God made me so pig.

i always have a wish, that's to sleep the whole day. And today i almost complete the wish. Anyway, when my mother came back home, i was like so tired. After eating dinner, i went to bed. And i promised myself to wake up at 4pm as my mother said she wanted to change spectacle, but somehow i overshot the time. I woke up at 6-7pm. And i started cleaning up the house. IM SO CRAZY. i took hours to do it as the house is seriously dirty, none of the house member have the initiative the clean the house. It's make me so pissed la.

excited for the wedding at sunday. yippy, going to see my cousins.
but nearly sunday means school is going to start. MY GOD:[

At the story of chicken rice.