beginner's luck.

Guess what i won 4-D today, But only 41 dollars, because i only bought i-bet. i bought 5147, but 2nd-price was 5417. my god, exemtrely happy, my 2nd try and i won something. The problem now is im under__, i can't collect the bloody money. the only choice i leave was to ask my mother to collect for me, cool! HAHA.

update about yesterday.
Derrick House; 20 laps; high blood pressure; two meals; AMK mall.


see how adorable she is.

you're the sercet in my heart. shhhh..

bye.

i wish to my hair to be dyed.
i wish to be tattooed.
i wish to be pieced.
i wish...

Nothing will come true even if i wish. Simple task like dying hair, will be objected. i seriously don't understand what my mother is thinking. sometime i hope to be alone, alone as in nobody restrict you. my mum thinks that piecing mean faggot, tattoo-ing/dying hair means gangsters.

arggh!
no point complaining here.

Today i took a bus home, and i totally regret it.
the bus is full of black.
When i was about to aboard the bus with Thomas and Shi Min, i could feel that someone is pushing me, and when i turn around i saw an Indian pushing his way through 4854346 Indians was is doing the same thing. i got so Fred-up and gave a stare at him but he continued pushing. Thomas and Shir Min saw the horrible uncivilised scene, they said wanted to board the bus behind, 851. And there they go, leaving me getting myself on board. And i got a most unluckiest place on the bus, which is on the doorway. i stoned there for a long time, and i found the bus not moving, and i found that there is still a long queue outside wanted to get on the bus. Then suddenly the back door open and a man in purple get up but unexpectedly the door suddenly closed. and he was stuck-ed in between the door, i can almost feel his pain when the door closes. And he shouted a few times open the door in Hokien, and 5 seconds later the door opened. He stood in expressionless, and asked the people to move backwards. I know his is acting that nothing have happened for the pass 10 seconds, but what esle can he do. What shock me, was he actually pull a couple to stand backwards. HAHA. no big deal actually. Then everything goes smoothing until people starts getting off the bus. I can feel Indians standing so close to me (i can almost feel there crotches) just to give ways. MY GOD, super gross. And i met a most unfortunate accident on the bus, when i was about to give way to a lady to is alighting the bus, i found my mp4 wire stuck-ed to to the e-zlink machine. And it forms a line blocking the lady ways. i tried to untie it. At last the lady goes underneath the wire and there she goes. she took a whole 10 seconds to alight. Initially i felt nothing and pretended nothing had happen and continued sms-ing. But till i saw two indians laughing his ass off this matter, i felt so insulted. I gave them a stare, but to me my stare wasn;t powerful enought to kill them. SOB. WHAT"S SO FUNNY ABOUT IT, it wasn't what i wanted in the first place.
whatever fuck.

Today i learnt alot of Cantonese bad words. WAHAHA.

my life is a crap/

Okay, since when it's not.
The admission into ploy is a disaster. There is 215641 application forms to be filled, and i didn't know how to fill them all. As what i heard from an auntie during the check-up, studying in a ploy can be that troublesome. Study is so troublesome, don't study also can't.

im so excited of the fall of April, i hope the days can pass faster. As April fell, it means that i don't need to be tortured in the cold; standing the whole; beening nagged by an naggy auntie; beening pissed-off by costumer. And it also means i can be the king of my home again. HAHA. albeit, i love the fall of April, but it also means that school is starting. NYP is re-opening on 16th of April. i promised myself to Ellie in nursing and don't let down my mother's hope on me, although i know that my mother always don't expect much from me. But this time i will proved that i still some strength.

Orientation.
My god. The orientation is compulsory. It's on 13th of april, at first i decided not to go, as i thought it is a waste of time, but i saw the word COMPULSORY, which means i must GO. and it liek from 8.30am to 6.00pm. can you believe it? Is there so much to be done that required the long hours. I can use the time and slack on my bed, which i have done from months. I WANT TO BE THE KING AGAIN! i don't like working, i feel like im a servant, which is a bad feeling.

I know i know, beening a nurse is much more worse than beening a promoter. Promoters don't come in contact with human waste; needles; dead bodies; heart; lungs; etc... i have mentally prepared the worse out of it. im prepared to see squash human brain; falling limps; eye ball flying. Okay, gross.

im drop dead.

This week have been a very stressful week. Before i got my NYP package, i was still excited about gettting it. But after i got it, i became so much stressful. There's so much to be done, to pay the school fees, go for check up, and stupid online enrolment;
Whatever fuck that's for, and to make a ploy e-zlink.

See. So much troublesome stuff to be done. Luckily today i done half of them already. Like going fot the bloody check up which cause me to wait for more then 4 hours. I waited from 9.30am till 1pm. okay, lets see.

Look at the needle hole on me. Scary, i overheard the conversation of nurses. ONE said 'i want more' and the other TWO said 'See, there's twenty more for you.' Seems like some slaughtering centre, and we're waiting to be slaughter. Actually blood testing aint that scary afterall, it aint pain or what so ever. You still can live on. HAHA.

Next, i paid the money. And i intended to do the online enrolment but it's say they need to clarify that did we REALLY pay the money so i have to wait another day to do the online enrolment.

SIAN so much stuff to be done.

And after paying half of the school fees, i really felt that i over-spent my saving/pay. MY GOD. now my bank only leave 400 plus, i dont know how to survive with it. SIAN.

IM spendthrift, next time if i say i want to buy anything that you think is unnessary please stop me. THANKS.

N73

i got the n73 music edition for $399. Not really happy, and not really sad about it. The whole mood is spoiled by some friends and my mother. Nonsense that they made spoiled my day.

Okay, testing out my camera on myself.
Your have alot to suffer since i bought the new camera phone.
i think im quite blessed.
i got mp4, i got new camera phone.
what i need now is a software called photoshop. WAHAHA.

whatever.
bought this tiny shiny _____ to decorate my phone, but in up is total mess.


Today is FUN. I have been out with my 'family' for so long. My real family too. Also because of the stupid job i had. i spent like 700 plus today. Phones(n70, n6080 for my mother, foods, clothes, phone accessories.) The soon-est i can go out again is 3rd of April. MY GOD. 18 more days, it's killing me. i transfered all my musics into my phone, and it seems like it's going to take forever.
okay bye.

im so excited of studying again, i wish i can hold on to my pencil once again and busy copy down the notes. so interesting.

Tomorrow im having my off-day. MARVOUS! Due to 'the overslept day' on tuesday, I GOT MY LEAVE. Tomorrow im going out with my friends. GOOD. i can shop all i want. the first thing im going to buy is handphone! it's been a long time i wanted to change to a better phone. Since i had bought a new mp4, thus this time im going to buy a phone with a better camera phone. simple.

/

It's about about shitting.

Boring. I always said that the most interesting stuff i did online is evading people's life/reading people blogs. However, recently blogging seems not to be their most important thing they do when they come online. i love blogs which posts lots and lots of pictures, but not boring pictures which don't show faces.

i hope 3rd of April can arrived faster, i seriously don't feel like working anymore. I just want to be with my friends and slack. It's real boring working every single day, like most people told me is really like NO LIFE. Like every single stuff which is on earth there's pros and cons. Working is other way of socialising if your manager ain't looking), we tends to share experiences which is good. I heard more about polytechnics and more about my course. I have mentally prepared what i will met in my course and i really pend to study the course. I start to have interest in it. Since i have the chance to enroll into the course, why not i do a good one. One of my friend said something hateful to me, she said i choose this course all because of face. Although is partially a fact, but don't you think that it is evil for your besty to said something like this to you. okay, bygones.

i know i have been a very sensitive person among my friends. okayokay, time will change me.

PIMPLES OUTBREAK!!

Yes, soon i will become 'mo pang'. Late nights; stress; tiredness; dusty working environment caused my pimples outbreak. Even though i complained that im tired but every night i will have the same routine. Which is to use my computer on surf on stupid nets. Today which is the same, but today im super exhausted after so much 'happenings' at work.

Starting from yesterday all the security guards was like super strict to us(AD,PC brands....)- to me is like that. Because yesterday there was this girl from Montagut(counter beside PC) was suspect by a security guard that she hid something behine the 'warddore' of Montagut when she was just trying to put her water bottle. And after the misunderstanding, the girl was quite furious because after she was suspect and the guard didnt even said sorry that he was wrong that he suspect wrongly. And all the commotions when on....

and today first thing in the morning i was caught putting sweets on my pocket(WTF!). Then in the afternoon another commotion when on, Mark came to look for us(include his girlfriend but his gf is priority) and the guard was like seeing Mark running from counter to counter and he said he stayed to long. And he went to KB ME, MARK and SERENE which suppose to be none of her business. And she also very buay song, she KB BACK LA. And the most funniest part is the quarrel end off with a cashier passing by and she asked serene what happened. And she said the guard told the boy not to stay in the counter in chinese. And the guard clamis that he know chinese and said why she needs to talk bad behine him and blah blah blah... whatever. And in the night Giordano happened another commotion- long story but it revoles around Mark's girlfriend. BORE! the whole day was like full of commotions... FULL OF PROBLEMS!

SOB! i hate it, and guess what. the last time i broke susan's bought for me de bottle, and yesterday i broke another one. The new one she bought for me. ANd it's almost the same place. GOSH! tomorrow i will be so dead. she will see the bottle! my god. this time im so telling her the truth.

bye.

i lost trust in the people who i work for.

It's like months, and i haven't recieve a single cents from them. i have a hard time working with the auntie, and after all the tortures and torments that i recieved during/after working, I GET NOTHING IN RETURN. Maybe, two bottles(one i lost it; the other one auntie bought today for me); some foods from auntie; agony that she gave me, NOTHING ESLE. i know after what she have gave me, i felt that she aint that BAD. BUT the thing is sometimes she just make people real PISSED OFF. Besides that she's fine.

I SERIOUS NEED MY PAY-i so gonna call the company tomorrow in the morning.

Yesterday got posting results, guess what? i got into NURSING course. MY GOD. sort of regert choosing this course, because as a guy getting into this course, people might gossip behine you. BUT what is done cant be undone, thus, no matter what i will still do my best in this course.

see.


bye.

Finally get something technology.

Today i finally got a mp4, love Zen vision M. It's so cool, i think i never choose the colour wrongly because i love tmy super white mp4. Wait till i get a new camera phone i will show you my technologies. HAHA.

okayokay, just because of buying the mp4 i was late for half an hour, so irresponsible. But luckily i wasn't scold by auntie. Today bad luck falls on me, auntie bought me a bottle a few days ago but i broke it today. And i lied to her that it was stolen. EVIL. I didnt know how to tell her that i broke it, i just made up an lie.

LOVE ZEN kiddo(my mp4).

I drooled on the MRT.

Yup, i drooled when i was sleeping on the MRT. I know im so diguesting, but i couldnt help it. it's NATURE. And guess what i miss my stop again, i woke up and found myself at arriving at YewTee(again). it's such an coincident. I hate going home alone after work, beacuse i tends to sleep on the train/bus. I MISS MARK! haha. SOB, have i told you about this guy name MARK who i met during working.

SOB, now he is not working there anymore. Mark is from GoldLion who works just beside me. At first we did not talk much with eachother. Till aday, he asked me whether i want to join him to go home. And i said okay. From that day onwards, we started to go home together and get to know eachother better. But now is like he is no longer working, my 'best friend' at work is GONE. and i have to one to talk to, no one to play with me. i kind of hate this feeling. haha. anyway, im not gay, i just miss someone to talk/play with me during work.

Tomorrow im getting my mp4, but i haven even get my pay. i started to wonder are they cheating on me? is the the second day of the month?! my god! anyway about getting a mp4 i haven talk to my mother about it. how am i supppose to tell her, like 'Hey mum, im getting a mp4, don't worry, i will use my own pay to pay for it.' and she will say 'have you even get your pay? and you still want to spent your saving?' My god!!!!

HELP!!! i want my pay!!!!!

CAMPED at home.

Im so tired!?! my god, i cannt believe i spend the whole night doing my blog. woah, exciting. Now im so tired and hungry. Can you believe it, tomorrow im still working and i do nonsense like this. NO! it's not nonsense, it's precious to me now. I DID THE WHOLE NIGHT okay?!

Whatever. i pend to buy a new phone and mp4. I know i kept repeating myself but soon i will get it. SO bare your eyes, cause i'll still be typing till i get one. HAHA. okay. i think it's time for me to sleep lei. i will blog asap again.

BYE<: