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im still siao, so i think im so in the siao siblings ba?

It's been a long time, i never blog about my life- today's life.
Recenlty im so vexed about life, everything seems to be a problem to me.... JOB, RELATIONSHIPS.....

Lets talk about job first.
When im still schooling, i always wished school can end eariler so that i could have a job and earn my own money and spent them as i wished. But now i found that finding a job aint easy at all, you can go for 12308835783 interviews and end up you still found yourself jobless. i just wish my parent can own a company or what, so i dont even have to go for any interviews and i can shake my leg in their company. Most of my friends got a job, and me? im still shaking my bloody at home and intend to let the bosses call me by themselves. What a joke......

NVM.

Am i a person who everyone loathe?
im find that im not a very good socialising. Now talking to lee can also be that tense....
In my brain there is so much thoughts but it just couldnt be express into words. SIGH! Aint good at socialising, people might think that you are anti-social..... so people might loathe you, right?
HAHA, talking to myself.

DEPRESS.
Today actually quite depress, normally i will talk to L but today i didnt. Because she will say im gay. Today then i found out, in her heart im actually such a weakling..... i know im too, but just couldnt help it.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dont want to say anymore.... then more i say the more weakness im showing....