Monday, December 17, 2007

Mother and friends

Mother
It's very hard for a guy to voice his feelings out, albeit it sounds like an excuse.
What I wanna say is mothers are the only person who cares for you the most in the world and nonetheless, your father too. But my perception is that generally mothers are the ones who care most for their children. We as fetus grew in their body and I guess they feel that we're part of them. A mother with a right mind will love their children as much as they love themselves, or some over the extend. It's just like another duplicated heart living in the same world, although they're not sharing the same feelings or thoughts. You just know it's there, it's your's. I don't know how did all these parental thought came to my mind, but seriously I want to say I love my mother a lot.
To think of it... I really a bad son.
I have always thought that my body belong to myself, but if we all think back... It's actually our parents creations and efforts. we belong to our parent; which mainly is from our mother. When you do something evil to your body which can be double tantamount effect to your mother. I never thought of this when I did my piercing, now I sort of can understand how my mother feels when I told her I pierced my ears.
As for the ear-piercing thingy, I felt sorry for my mother for having such a rebellious son.
But since it's done, I shall say I have no regrets for doing so.

Life have been too busy to do some reflection and treat my mother better...


Friends
Still met a lot of good friends in NYP, lots to say to everyone, but shall simplify:
- Happy Birthday to Erlina, hope that you have fun that day.
- Sorry to be so insensitive to ???
. It's nice to have you there all the time; when I'm emo, and shits that I do. I know it all along.
. I think that you're super impt in this clique.
- Be forever nice, don't change.
- I'm jealous.
- Sometimes I dislike you, sometimes I like you.
- Your attitude suck, but still... will try to like you.
- I know that I ain't doing anything better, but I'm trying...


And thanks for Ash and his father today.
Randomly I said I wanna eat tonight, and Ash and his friends accompanied me to.
I had fun at the Malay Karaoke restaurant, it's pretty cool- you pay to sing in front of everyone. (no sarcasm) I find that all Malays sing well. And thanks Ash's father for driving me home! :D

BYE

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

HOHO, reflection time huh. wellwell, see you tonightttt!

Anonymous said...

xan: i think she is important too. she really treasure friendship a lotttt!!!!

Anonymous said...

tsk.
my attitude sucked, thanks ah JS.
ha. -.-

JS said...

HAHA, I'm not talking about Erlina.

yiting said...

it was YITING who tagged.