For Fam

For Fam
Fam I don't wish you to be sad because of us; you're really a great friend to me.
I don't know how your will see this, she is really a great friend.
There was once in school I was very down, and she was the only one who consoled me.
Ever since that day, I think that she is really important in this clique.
Like yingying have said little sweet acts do makes people happy.
Fam's theory do work- sweetness do make people happy.
I wanna say all this because Fam seems sad, and I think the reason is because of us.

Smile like you do :D

Jing Sheng ROCK.

Hallo people, it's been a long time.
I know yesterday is Christmas.
I hope you people have a Merry Christmas.

This year Christmas was just another get together with my family.
Grandfather condition seems worsen, he's mild unconscious, he can't speak to me anymore.
I miss his voice... I miss him saying "Have you eaten... Go back early..."
I'm a bad grandchildren! I spend my holiday working as a slave for my materialistism
Don't go so early... I'll spend more time with you.

You'll never know how many draft I have saved but wasn't published.
I kind of not sure what to post, I just feel like people will give me wrong.
Being someone who doesn't know how to handle chum-ship.
I'm total LOST.
DON'T GET TOO SERIOUS WHEN I'M JOKING, and I'M JOKING MOST OF THE TIMES, and I KNOW IT'S IRRITATING.

BYE.
Tommorrow will be a good day.
Miss all my friends.

updatesl

HAHA, I'm not referring to Erlina with all the stupid thoughts.
IT's NOT ERLINA, and no one shall know who am I refering to... :D
Suddenly feel that all the people in the clique is going to stab me when I have say all that.

Mother and friends

Mother
It's very hard for a guy to voice his feelings out, albeit it sounds like an excuse.
What I wanna say is mothers are the only person who cares for you the most in the world and nonetheless, your father too. But my perception is that generally mothers are the ones who care most for their children. We as fetus grew in their body and I guess they feel that we're part of them. A mother with a right mind will love their children as much as they love themselves, or some over the extend. It's just like another duplicated heart living in the same world, although they're not sharing the same feelings or thoughts. You just know it's there, it's your's. I don't know how did all these parental thought came to my mind, but seriously I want to say I love my mother a lot.
To think of it... I really a bad son.
I have always thought that my body belong to myself, but if we all think back... It's actually our parents creations and efforts. we belong to our parent; which mainly is from our mother. When you do something evil to your body which can be double tantamount effect to your mother. I never thought of this when I did my piercing, now I sort of can understand how my mother feels when I told her I pierced my ears.
As for the ear-piercing thingy, I felt sorry for my mother for having such a rebellious son.
But since it's done, I shall say I have no regrets for doing so.

Life have been too busy to do some reflection and treat my mother better...


Friends
Still met a lot of good friends in NYP, lots to say to everyone, but shall simplify:
- Happy Birthday to Erlina, hope that you have fun that day.
- Sorry to be so insensitive to ???
. It's nice to have you there all the time; when I'm emo, and shits that I do. I know it all along.
. I think that you're super impt in this clique.
- Be forever nice, don't change.
- I'm jealous.
- Sometimes I dislike you, sometimes I like you.
- Your attitude suck, but still... will try to like you.
- I know that I ain't doing anything better, but I'm trying...


And thanks for Ash and his father today.
Randomly I said I wanna eat tonight, and Ash and his friends accompanied me to.
I had fun at the Malay Karaoke restaurant, it's pretty cool- you pay to sing in front of everyone. (no sarcasm) I find that all Malays sing well. And thanks Ash's father for driving me home! :D

BYE

FF test.

I FAILED FOR MY PRACTICAL TEST!
It's no shocking news for me because way deep down in my heart I know I'll fail.
You think I'll say that?! Definitely not..
The test was easy, I expected my question but I went blank totally.
Couldn't even remember the slightest stuff...
Like you have the on the stupid thing before putting the nasal prong onto the patient.
PLUS PLUS... I think Mdm Ee is irritated by me- I kept having the erms, the arhs and super long pulses between sentences.

Whatever it is have to go for remedial on 2nd of Jan.
BYE.

Ear piercing.

You all may think I'm out of my mind, but I'm prefect normal.
I pierced both my ears yesterday (07/12/07), four piercings:)
Your may thinks that it's gay, but I don't really much bother about it.
It's what I wanna do for along time.



Bye.