physo gas.

okay. it's midmorning, 4.30am now. im still awake with my beloved computer. i think stress/mental disorder gas is flooding in the air, it just passes around. Everyone around was tense about everything. you can be happy for this minute and moody for the next. Just feel like having a moment of peace; lying on the beach, relaxing, and just to get myself tanned. Never have such feeling before, because i never did that.

before i got into this course, i thought Nuring was just about how to heal a patient with technics, but im wrong. you need the thinking process to be on every minute, if you go wrong, your patient may have to suffer for that. you also need presentation skills, or i call that communicating skills. you need to communicate with your patient, therefore, we have presentation all the time. It's so much to be done, nevertheless, it's because we're dealing with life.

feel like everyone is changing, everyone is growing old. e.g mummy. i hope time will go back to the pass, when i don't feel that she's getting older as time goes by.

im going to my bed.