No return.

Want to hear my rants?
This is what i suppose to pose on last Thursday.
Bad news for me.
I failed my practical.
Yup, not once, but twice.
Yup the retake too.
CRAP. Look what I just did to my life.

Treat my rants as nuisance:
20'nov
"Starting from today I'll have a strong reason to quit Nursing, and thanks to you MDM.F!

I'm super duper disappointed in you. When you said that no one could hears you, and I'm that IDIOT to walk forward to you! And how you treat me? Where on earth you got those crazy ideas to penalise a student. The starting on the examination, you said that my tray is wet and am I going to start with it? I mean which other lecturer would say that, and my tray was barely wet! I have been always hearing- lecturers are there to help and not fail a student. From this incident, I really can see how lectuers are helping us, really.

I know it has been my fault to not realise HUMLIN (R) was Atrapid but by doing the first check I would have check with an staff nurse! AND COULDN'T you be MORE LIEN!(whatever it spells). The problem is when I was preparing, there was only 3 drugs there and how clever I thought I'm. Two of the drugs I know what they're therefore I took the last one which is the wrong one too! I don't know how much kindness you have, you claim that I'm a danger to the patients in the hospital and wonder why have I choosen Nursing. I'm telling you, I don't feel like being in the same career as you hypocite!

I was damn fustrated, and I kept using vugarities. A lectuer heard what I said and goes "Young man how could you use such an crude word" and I goes "Okay what the hell!", I almost caught a disapproval shake of his head, when he goes"take pride in yourself" I'm feeling damn lousy and there he goes lecturing me?!"

What had been done was done.
No return.
Not to blame my relationship,
but perhaps too much of it recently?
It's too addictive, I just can't quit.

BIG DAY

Tomorrow is my big day again.
Not that I'm getting married again, it's my Nursing laboratory exam again.
Sigh. Heard from some of my friends that they failed the test.
They're those who always pass the test and this time round, they couldn't make it.
And me... Sigh. Always have to end up retaking testes.
DAMN.
And now, here I'm using the computer and blogging.

BYE.

I'm in love.

Actually I wish to do some proper post, but I haven have the spare time to do so.
As you can see from the previous posts, which I just posted up, actually they were drafts, but I was lazy to continue...
Let me get this post started..
Time passes real quickly before I realized that I'm older.
Being 18 or not 18 by a day or two was a weird feeling.
Just like when you're days to 18 you're not allow to be in clubs or bars, but when you're 18 you're allow to be inside. Super retarded.
I have my best 18 birthday celebrations with my classmates, besties, and my baby.
My 'pre' and birthday parties was filled with surprises.
I love my friends and my love.
I love them organizing for me, I love them sacrificing for me, and I just love them.
My biggest birthday wish is to be filled with love everyday.

So far my wish have been coming true.
I'm LOVE, and hope to be love more.
My birthday party is over, maybe I'll tell your in details the next time.
:D sweet dreams people.

OOMM

Ya, I know. I haven been blogging too oftenly.
It's almost been a month since the last post.
It's not like I have nothing to post, but I'm lazy like always.
Soon I'll be 18, and you know what?
What you're going 18, you just simply say stuff like 'So what if I'm 18?'
You gonna murder someone? Cause you can be jailed now instead of being in the Boy's home?!
Life is just making me sad each day.
I don't feel a point or place the really need my presence.
So what's the big deal about being 18 or 28?
I believe it's not a big deal.
If REALLY I need to celebrate my birthday, I really wish to be simple.
I know you all will be like who is going to make it BIG, FANCY or LOUD for your birthday.
I know I know, just a tiny cute little reminder for MR JS.
I really don't wish to be remind that I'm still surviving in the cruel whole for almost 18 years.
MAD!
I'm being OOMM right now so don't bother.
(OOMM - Out Of My Mind) [Just wanna act big shot]

Jay Chou

I love Jay Chou new album.

Technology sucks.

Crap.
Now I'm going post like the world is ending so bear with me for a little.
Everything I said is being exaggerated.
You know what the "worst piece" of shit that i have downloaded.
Mozilla Firefox kept giving me problem, it's either my computer is retarded or the software it's is.
I'm unable to watch Youtube videos in Firefox, and you know what I'm the biggest fan of Youtube. If I'm online, I want to watch Youtube videos, and now I force to use IE because Firefox forbits me to do so. FREAK.
Technology sucks.

You know about my mp4?
About two months ago I stopped using my mp4.
Out of sudden, the display went total blank and is unable to be switch on again.
And when I charged it with the computer(as in the "USB way"), it kept blinking without the normal battery sign; total blank.
It must have went MAD under my "proper" usage.
Without surprise, I knew I spoiled it.
I stop touching it and using it for over two months.
And today, out of the blue moon I thought of my MP4.
I googled Creative; Vision; M, Keeps; Blinking.
And one of the website states : My Vision: M wont turn on, just a blinking blue light
It's exactly my problem. I clicked into it, and read through some of the messages left and I came to this one that caught my attention.

"Banham: Your battery appears to be drained. The computer will not
recognize your player if it cannot power up, which it can't with the battery
drained. Plug it in and allow it to charge for several hours. At some point of
time, the battery will charge enough to turn on, display charging status, and
allow the computer to recognize the player, thus speeding up the
charge."

I was like OMG! ARE YOU SERIOUS!
Obviously there is no reply, mad if there is.
And I happily went to find my AC charger (whatever you call that), and I plug in...
WOW! MIRICAL has happened, the sky dropped.
Nah~ I mean the the battery sign appeared.
YEAH! MY MP4 IS WORKING!
Like I told you technology sucks.
HAHA! I know it's my retardedness.
Nevermind, take it easy. I'm exaggerating.
__________________
Okay, exaggeration ends here.

Today I went out with bestie, and boyfriend.
R-tard! Not my boyfriend but my bestie's boyfriend.
It's always fun to hang out with them.
We talked, we joked, we gossiped, we shared, we sang, we crap-ed, we listened, aiya, whatever human does, we did them all.
Party world voucher bluffed us again.
It's states like 4hours free room, but not inclusive of all the compulsory items(tibits, towels... and r-tarded stuff.) that is needed and end up we have to pay for 20 dollar plus for that "free" room. Anyway we sang too but we got the student package which is much cheaper but the usage of the room is one hour lesser than then "free" room. Still, we got the student package, but we were too high to leave the room and we added an hour and the charge is almost like the "free" room charges. R-tard! haha.
But it's fun, we sang, we dance, it's just like we having our own mini concert. HAHA! BUT I did not sing the 911's songs. HAHA.
Nevermind.
I enjoy my day that good enough.

Share with your a little secret.
The boyfriend is going to treat us drinks on his birthday.
EXCITED! WAHAHAHA!

Off to study, bye!

BACK FOR MORE UPDATES!
After watching the boring CMS video.
I got super bored and roam around websites.
ZIPIA is having 25%off the conversion price.
I don't exactly know what they meant, but hope if there is spree I will be entitled to the discount they meant. WAHAHA!
Anyway, I happened to tag a stranger's blog, and I said something like time to change blogskin.
And that person actually reply, and said something like I want to change but I don't have time to find. If you're free then help me find one. Then I was like okay.. now I'm freee~ and I can help youuu~ And I flooded his tag with lots and lots of blogskins saying that "I like this one, this is good, maybe animation is creative for blogskin... blahblahblah". I think when stranger sees the tagboard stranger will faint. WAHAHA!
WHO CARES, now I'm going to hunt for new blog for my interesting tag. :D

Have to turn in.
Tomorrow have to wake up early.
GOOD NIGHT!

Yahoo

Yahoo people.
The blog has been in a long term beak uh?
Get bored of reading the same post and hearing the same music?
HAHA.

Tomorrow is a new start of a new semester in school.
Yeah! I miss hanging out with Fam and Maine.
Boo! Have got to study harder this semester.
I so don't wish to repeat what I have done the last semester.
It's so crappy, all the worries and shits.
It's okay, that's over and will not be back.
:D Haven I share the good news with your, but I think you have guess it too, if not I'll have flood the blog with more emotional posts.
YES! I PASS MY RETEST!
No, I'll not repeat my semester!
But have heard the this semester will be short.
:C

Anyway have your heard of the boy band 911?
They sing sweet love songs like how backstreet boys and blue have.
I miss all the pop songs.

911 - The Day We Find Love

911- How Do You Want Me To Love You

911 - All I Want Is You

911 - Don't Make Me Wait

911 Baby Come Back To Me

HAHA. I'm prepare for my little live concert during my next trip to kbox.
:D
And it's 13'oct! So sensitive to the number 13 this year!
HAHA! Because soon I'll be legal like you and me. yeah!
Bye, turn in soon.

Just once

"Just once" singing competition!

Let put our hands together and welcome our first singer, Bi/Rain!



and coming up is the second singer, Se7en!



Last but not the least, the origin singer, James Ingram!



Be the judge and vote for the best singer for the song 'Just once'.

The winner takes it all

The winner takes it all~
Never I have once know the Meryl Streep can sing so well.
Remember her being Miranda Priestly the fashion queen in The Devil Wears Prada.
She's being so bossy, and annoying. I somehow hate and love her in the movie.
But I never forget her arrogant beautiful look, even when she cry, she's still look so beautiful.
Compare the contrast:
Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada
Source


Meryl Streep in Mama Mia!
Source

In The Devil Wears Prada, she look fierce, strict, arrogant, and unfriendly.
In Mama Mia!, she look sweet, gullible and friendly.
Haha. She no longer the rich woman in my impression.
Most of the times, we don't know the actors and actresses at all.
We just can judge them by the movies they act.
If I ever get a chance to act, I'll make my first impression as the forever good guy. HAHA!
In the Mama Mia! Soundtrack most of the songs was sang by her origin by ABBA.
I LOVE OLDIES!

ABBA - The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

I just love the song.
and did I say I'm getting my first ever Sunday off!
Hurray! I'm so gonna to celebrate!
off to bed!
Good night.

Post exam.

Hi people.
How was my exam?
GOOD! the opposite.
The SAQ was pretty easy as the topics that was given by Mr Raj was really helpful.
But the MCQ... I suck at it.
I really hope to pass.
Pretty please! Anyway regardless how good we score for the retest we'll still get a passing grade, like D. But I'm satisfied with the D instead of F.

Yeah! I'm happy.
Happy not because I know the result, but at least something is off my mind.
Nothing special today.
Maybe yes? I'm late for work today.
HAHA. Really nothing special.
Okay, rest well people.