Idols

I believe all of us have idol(s), the differences in us are the people who we called idol, and the extend of likings for them. My perception of an idol, is a person who you admire and fantasize of becoming into; you = them. For me, I wish to have 'soul switching' or 'role switching' magic to become them. BUT it's unsubstantial, and unrealistic.
My idols are Dee and Edison, albeit I couldn't remember why I like them in the first place, but till now I still consider myself as their little unhelpful fan.
I'm really cracked up when I view their performance.
My opinion is,
Dee is a hilarious, pretty host,
Edison is a cute, fashionable singer.

Let's have some pictorial fun!
A rare chance for them to be taking photos together.


Love his abs


Dee is daring.


Kinda alike.


He's such a romancer.


Argh! love her and the elephant.


They're wearing mummy&daughter wear.


Dee's daughter.


Dee's family.


Dee love kissing females.


BYE.

Evil nurse

Being obese is not a problem, but being obese and unreasonable is a big problem to me.

Background story
This particular nurse working in TTSH, complains that my grandfather tried to molest her when he is just asking for a urinal.

My part of reasoning
When I heard my mother talking about this situation, I was devastated and dismayed. The whole situation is a crap. A man in his eighties tried to molest someone who looked older than my mother and lacks of beauty?! You must be kidding, it's either the person who complained about the hassle is insane or this world is turning upside down. I definitely wouldn't believe such a bullshit from the complainer.
First, I believe that my grandfather is decent man.
Second, He loves my grandmother more than anyone does.
Third, He is a old man in his eighties.
Fourth, That person is crazy!

Being a old man who has fall risks, clearly shows that he needs some assistant while reliving. But if you tell me someone who un-panted in front of you tried to molest you, and you still called yourself a nurse, you're definitely have mental problem. Maybe that's not the case, but I believe that my grandfather is pure. After that incident, he refused to drink water like he did as usual, he kept requesting to be admitted out. Poor grandfather, he kept this incident in his heart till..."something" makes him said.

THIS EVIL NURSE OF 12c, I CURSE HER TO HAVE HER COMEUPPANCE!

I hope my grandfather will recover soon.
FUCK OFF CANCEROUS CELLS!

F.O life

Just got back from the hospital(TTSH), I'm pretty filled with bacterias and viruses now, but that's not important. Like I said before, I hate going to hospitals for visiting reason. It often come with bad news. I lost my grandmother, I definitely don't want to lose my grandfather. It's kinda irony when you call yourself a nurse, but you are not even concern about your grandfather's health. Busing with life ain't an excuse!

Hate it when my close ones are being brought away.
I starting to cherish everyone that is part of my life...

School have starts for 3days, most of the stuff are still the same; lectures are still equally boring; food are still lacking of varieties; running to school as usual. There are still exceptional, I have been nominated to be the treasurer, and I enjoy being it; I'm even clumsier, I fell off my chair during lecture today, and my crotch was hit by MRT opening grates, I even further embarrass myself by shouting "fucks!" in the public. FUCKS? They might be questioning.

Watched Mr woodcock, a very short hilarious movie.
The part which never erase off my mind, was the scene when Mr woodcock uses his baseball bat to hit John's "gu gu"- balls. When he hit him, I had my reflex action too, I believe it's the same for all guys.

catch it people.
BYE

My cute grandpa.

Pop, lock and drop it~
Pop, lock and drop it~
Pop, lock and drop it~
It's a nice song.


My maternal grandpa was admitted to the hospital because he had a fall while he was having his morning jog. Poor grandpa, he scratched his head, elbow and knees, and had a crack of his bones- if I'm not wrong.
I was stunned when I heard this news.
Why?
First, I didn't know my maternal grandpa does morning jogs.
Second, I am afraid of losing. I surely don't want to lose him.
I just went for the ritual for my ancestors, including my maternal grandmother, and it's a super bad feeling. I hate losing, I hate regretting, and I hate crying.
Warning to everyone:
I don't allow anyone around me to leave me before I do!

Went to visit him in the hospital today, he look perfectly fine, but sightly breathless.
He's still as cute as before, as alert as before.
He still remember what am I working as.
The first thing after he urinated, was talk about me going to 'serve' him, because I'm a trainee as nurse. I can't understand Hokkien that is spoken by elderlies, so I hardly understand him till he speak to me in Chinese. I don't know why elderlies love to slang their Hokkien and murmur to you. I bet your faced the same problem as I do right?
He's cute afterall, love my grandpa.
See, he's cute and funky!

I was told, he's willing to take this picture and put on the cap.
Woo.

Went shopping with Charmaine today.
It's tiring to window shop.
Online shopping - BEST!
Breakfast cum Lunch was taken in The Coffee Club albeit working there.
FUNNY! Why am I not getting membership card for them?

Do something to entertain yourself :)
This was taken during the ritual, a group of us was so bored, and this is how we entertained ourselves.


BYE!

Movie:Enchanted

Like many people said- Who don't make mistakes?
I questioned myself- Why am I making mistakessss, but not mistakes?

A prefect little day was spoiled by my carelessness.
I broke two glasses today.
I knew sooner or later I'm going to break one or two plates or cups, but never expect that my feeling will be so much affected by it. I know that I'm super careless, and seem like I'm lacking of zillions of brain cells that makes me function normally.

I wish I'll be one of the characters in the fairy tales that have the power of magic, eg Fairy-Godfather. How good, if enchanted is happening in real life, and on me.

Movie:
I so wanna watch Enchanted.
It's a upcoming movie, releasing on Nov21 based on Wikipedia.
The movie is a mixture of traditional animation, and live action in the real world.
Here's the preview.


BYE

My grumps + 'sexual' drawings

My Grumps:
My grump, My grump, My lovely Little grumps.
(check it out)
I drive these readers crazy.
I do it on the daily.
They treat me really nicely.
They buy it when I'm grumpy.

woo, it's a remix.
I hardly can have proper food today, the arching pain from the nerves of my teeth is tormenting and torturing me. Each bite of the food makes me wanna bang my head on the wall, or cut cut open my body and pour the food straight into my stomach... Now I know why Grace is eating so slowly. I wish to be like the comma patient I once nursed- having a tube from my nostril to my stomach. But recalling their expressions when the NG tube was inserted, saddens me. Digressed.

Updates:
Recently I kept complaining to L that I wanna change my phone.
Yup, I actually (eel like changing my phone to a PDA phone, somewhat like Enru's mother phone; Slim and big phone.
But now I'm kinda entice to my phone- I installed quite a number of games that attracts me.
(conclusion have not been set yet, money is a problem too.)

So much to buy, but so little to spend.
source
It's the latest Nike Collaborations SB, and they have been bidded for 1k on ebay.
Look at the shoes! It's f. hot can.
The orange one look damm cool, I love tweed material that is on the toe box.



Entertainment
What can you draw out from dicks and cunts?
(video from edc's friend)
Find it entertaining, so here to share:
(sexual content advise)



Gonna catch some shuteye soon.

Grumble part 2

Before I decided to do anything to my teeth, I thought I could endure any sort of pain that experienced people said. But in factual, I CAN'T! The pain is unendurable, and I couldn't sleep till now. Just some rubbery stuff stuck in-between my teeth causes me so much pain. I can't imagine how my I going to go through this two years with the actual bracing. Not that I want to be a sissy and whine about tiny little pain like I always do. However this I far more worst- worst than what I expected from it. It's like you are eating chicken rice, and the chicken meat stuck in-between your teeth, even using fingers/toothpick to remove them will not work, and it's gonna stuck there for 3 consistent weeks.

Imagine my feeling!
It's rearranging my teeth seriously, either by pushing them forwards or backwards- it's like making space for itself. Torturing and tormenting!

Now my nerves forbid me to eat.

Not going to let your read my grumps, and die. I mean bored.
Heres something M18, sexual content advised, kinda gay.
I call it- a-way-to-end-a-conversation-that-you-don't-want-to-continue.
Like I said- don't watch it, if you don't feel like to.

p/s: I don't know the website shown on the video, maybe it's porn or something.
This is a video a colleague bluetooth to me again.
Bye.

update on my orthodotic surgery.

I'm getting sick of working most off my holiday, this week.
Hate doing the same routine over and over again, and what's worst was that, I'm 'fortunate' to be host most of the time. Being host is the most boring-est chore ever. Most of the time you have to stand there and wait for potential customers to browse through the menu, or customers who don't know how to read 'PLEASE WAIT TO BE SERVED'.
I shall stop grumbling, what I care I money.

My teeth is arching like hell now.
This morning went for my dentist appointment- it's for the molding of my braces, and putting of rubbery thing in between the gap of my teeth. The dentist inserted four of those rubbery thing for me. Now my teeth are pushed tightly together, I was told this is to prepare me for the actual bracing process.
Did you see the blue thingy in between my teeth, that's what I'm talking about.


Fuck. Have it have to be there for 3 consistent week- it's like something stuck in between your teeth. Terrible feeling.
BYE!

Wine

Yesterday(03/10/07) was my first time drinking red wine.
Today(04/10/07) was my first time drinking white wine, and it's a day when I got slightly drunk with half a bottle of red wine.

Good, because I love that feeling.

You know what is my 18 birthday wish?
I guess you have already guessed correctly, since I started with the topic: Wine.
Yes, I wish to be drunk on my 18 birthday.
I'm turning alcoholic.

Totally forgot that I'm still erm years old this year.
Do you know, when you got slightly drunk, you can't control your actions, but you are still slightly conscious.

Today have fun with Yiting, Charmaine and Xanthe.
Went singing with them, believe that they'll sent me the pictures.
HintHint!

Okay, I'm turning in... Remember to date me on my 18 birthday.

comments.

Comment from Yiting:
hey anon, if you're still browsing js's blog, that will be so great! :D
means my bud's blog is a web that you'll visit &keep your boring life well spiced off with his posts isn't it? thou' he tags it as boring, i guessed you find it interesting that you choose to leave behind your footsteps and help to comment.
but, i seriously find it hilarious about your comments with regards to the video. my buddy has the right to post it there, &there again, no one is asking to view it. or should i say, you have no idea how to READ ENGLISH with BOLDED HEADINGS?! haha. &even before you start rebutting bout him not being eighteen, are you even 18 yourself? even if you're 18, i suppose no one is pointing a gun towards your big ass and asking you to VIEW THE VIDEO dumbass. you're so trying to make a fool outta yourself here, &i sure had a great laugh after hearing about your presence and the wonderful make believe stories about puking and craps. yes, it was really creative and innovative to even think of such things man! (: i sure admire you for that. i feel sad for you, do you need us, nurses, to help you diagnose out your illness or your discomfort? haha! (: but yes, even before you start spamming, please give it a thorough thinking... if this happens to be your blog &someone randomly drops by, trying his luck to grab some attention outta no where &make himself/herself sounds like some pity shit assbag here. will it disgust you even more than just a mere short gross video?
well, i think it will. so yes, whoever you are, you're such a nuisance. i hope you'll view this comment, as i spend much time typing it all &there, i don't give a damn if you were to rebut back and try making yourself sound even more pitiful or whatsoever. it does not interest me, &i don't expect you to show any respect to me for my rudeness and crude languages used here. but there, show some respect for my bud's blog. it's his blog, his say. i see no needs of you to even try attracting some redundant attention for any of us or perhaps from him only anyway. (:
ohya, before you start bursting any of your blood vessel, i'm going to say, im not trying to act like the owner of the blog. but i do show basic respect to the owner of the blog atleast unlike someone. &starts pin pointing to others, damn. you're so CUTE~ haha!
whatever it is, you chose to click the video, as what i said, unless someone is pointing a pistol towards your ass, &yah, that will be pretty speechless lah. but yes, you reap what you sow. even if it's true about your puking and craps, that's what you chose to sow! :D

think before you act, or else.. you'll appear to be a clown (:

Sign Off:
JingSheng

Today went to work at a different outlet (Funan Digital Life Mall).
I had a hard time finding the place, because I haven't been there often- twice or thrice visits.
The Coffee Club outlet there is even harder to find. It's hidden inside Times bookshop. Hell, I have to ask so many people, including calling my supervisor 39745384 times.

This is the place. Small, but cozy- it's quiet there.
But they have lesser food varieties there.




While I was returning home, I saw this patch of grass being burned into letters and shapes.
It's facing a block of flats, is this one of someone's boyfriend idea to propose?

I (heart) U Jolin (heart)



It's romantic, but uncivilise. It's awfully to see this patch of grass like that everyday.
Maybe after forming these letters, instead of staying at the girl's house, maybe he have to stay in the jail.

BYE, turning in.