im lacking of updates.

hahas, i know im lacking of updates for my blog; special occasions like Christmas and Chinese New Year. It's not like i have been slacking, it's just that tiredness jsut drained my body's strength away. Your must be questioning what's today special, why on earth i 'have' the strength to blog? The answer is simple, because tomorrow i will not be working. it's a long story, people.

anyway, i will get lesser chances to work since the 'bitch' have already found another part-timer, and it's so obvious that she wishes to kick me off as soon as possible. ya, who cares. What i care now is enough of resting, enough time to be at home. Simple. Recently i have this problem, i kept wanting to spent MORE and MORE money on clothes. When i have so much more important thing to be bought. I don't want to regert after spending all my hard-work money on stupid stuff like clothes to fufill my vanity. IT'S STUPID, RIGHT?

okayokay. what i so wish now is to get a new phone/ mp4.

btw, still wish you guys a big HAPPY NEW YEAR.

When you're resting, time tends to fly so fast that you didn't know that it did. Take Yesterday and today for example, can you believe 'Chu Ci' and 'Chu Yi' is coming to an end. BORING! This year is bad, as in, i got lesser red packets; dead people. i don't blamed people who're dead for getting lesser red packets. I just felt that life can be so weak, more and more people who're close me're getting older and older which means i might lose more people who i love; which i don't wish to happen.

Anyway, may everyone have a good and blissful life.

i SO NEED TO REST.

i serious need a good sleep, i feolt that i have'nt been sleeping well ever since i started working. i just need a day, a day people, just a simple day for me to sleep through-out the day. working can really makes people mad, the stress you undergo can be HUGE. Take today for example, this bitch barked at me reason being she was barked too. Can you imargine how can be spent the rest of the day blissfully when your mood has already spoiled. For once, i thought that she's nice, but to think of it, im SO WRONG!!

your're being missed.

I MISS YOU GUYS.
seriously.
i miss my life.
i meant the life that i enjoy; without stressful work.

Anyway, life is still quite fine.
But recently the troubling thing is about choosing the my furture school cum courses. Now, evernthing is fine because im all done, i'll just depend on how god want to put my life into.
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Look, that're all the choices i choose.
i dont know whether i choose the right courses but i have already submitted, what is done cannt be undone. SO! if i get into nursing course..... haha. BLESS me, okay?

That day(i forgot which day), i borrowed two books from the library. And one of them is written by Greg Iles, title: True Evil, which i find the story quite interesting. Altought i have not finish, but for a person who normally dont reads, to find a book interesting, so you know how interesting that book is. And i kept saying interesting, your might be asking what my defination of interesting? my defination is, the object/?? which interest me is interesting. IRONY. whatever it is, the book is mainly about a detective, name alex who is a girl. She is trying to find the murderer who murder her sister.

im a spoiled-brat!

im always a spoiled-brat, i know that my impression towards anyone who know me. i can use money like no one business; no matter is the money given to me by my mother or the saving. it's all the hard-earned money from my mother right? i shouldn't be that spendthrift?!

Today i bought a converse shoe which cost $109.90. Which surpisingly my mother allows me to buy. In my heart, i really know my mother loves me and my brother alot, but for dont know what reason, we always treat her badly. i feel guilty, i always tell myself this is the last time im treating her that badly. But the next time, the same whole scenario will repeat itself. What a bad son im.

and today i cried 2155812 times again. i dont know why im so sensitive towards things. I DONT WANT BE THAT SENSITIVE...

i have so much to say... but now every thoughtsd i gone. actually i love talking to myself( ist call talking to myself in the first place). I just have alot of random trhoughts in my head, and i wished to share with you guys. But your cant expect me to bbring a 'laptop' whenever i go, when i couldnt even affort one.

about the result thingy, i dont want to say much about it. i cried enough, and i think it's enough.

and bye.

OW!

i think im going to work till the end of feb, im not working. Aiya, depends la. Now i talked about this to my mtoher, she said that i should work till two weeks before i starts school. A month/two months is too much, but seriously i cant tahan so much mae? Although i find working have a few similarity with schooling. But working have too much surpises to be taken.

Whatever, i will decide when time ripes.
SIAN tomorrow the stocks are coming, i need to be bed early. GOOD NIGHT. share more with your tomorrow.
BYE.

Afterall, today was FINE except for another bitch who bitched me today/

Today, susan when home at 3pm, and after she left, i enjoyed so much. I was leave alone to handle the customer. I can talk freely, i can do what i like. But at the end of the day i recieve a call from susan and said that the fierce supervisor complain about me walking around at 6-7pm. BUT I DIDNT LOR! i was trying to show the customer the way to counter 18 but i run there the second time because i forgot to take the tag. AND SHE SAID I WAS WALKING AROUND! WTF LA! HOW BITCHY CAN SHE BE!

BYE!

i started overeating ever since i started working, soon i will be overweight and slowly turns obese. HAHA. im have already see the obese me in the near future, but who cares, i don't. I always wish that i can be fatter, as in, not that boney. HAHA, sounds arrogant.

Anyway today was tireding, there was MILLIONS and MILLIONS of people shopping at OG alberts today (okay, i was exaggerating). Buts it seems like the whole world is shopping there, you can't imagine the piles of clothes i have to fold again and again. I was quite pissed off by most of the customer, why don't they learn to be more considerate. CAN'T THEY JUST FUCKING FOLD THE FUCKING CLOTHES BACK, even if they don't want to back, but it was them who made the mess. OR CAN'T THEY JUST STOP OPENING NEW PACKED-CLOTHES WHEN THERE ARE ALREADY SAMPLES, CAN'T THEY JUST USED THEIR TINY BRAINS TO THINK!!! im lethargic after folding 15842695118 times per clothes. I mean i only left for half an hour for lunch cum dinner, but when i return my tidied cum folded pants have becomed fabric-made mountain. SERIOUSLY, whats their problem?! Tell me. Don't they spare a thought for others, are they barbarians or something? Whatever it is, luckily the new OG supervisor was kind enought to help me fold, if not i can't imagrine myself folding back the 'mountain'.

Away for the tiredness, today happened something special. Should i call it special? or misfortune? both sounded weird, (aiya! whatever la!) There was this girl who accompanied his grandpa or father(i can't different), to buy a pants. And when the grandpa/father was about to leave, this girl vomited. And i was stunned; she vomited in front of me. And luckily the new supervisor was just in front and she saw the who scene, and i gave her a look that i don't know what should i do. Thus, she quickly called the cleaner, and meanwhile we have the block the people for stepping on the vomited stuff; i think that was fun. As in, you can see people with that expression when they didn't notice the vomited stuff, till we tell them. HAHA, it was so FUN.

Anyway, i hoped i can get my pay soon. I NEED MONEY! i need alot of stuff now, what im lacking now was too much to be mentioned. i was 'away' from home for so long, thus, i was not update for alto of stuff. I once told your my house is going to be paint, but it was cancelled due to lack of people to help out. But i promised my mother to help, in the holidays. And this time, my kitchen is going to renovate but i didn't know the news till yesterday, and they're going to renovate tomorrow. GOSH!! and it cost thousand plus, can you believe it, can hacking away some stupid rotting woods and replace with some stupid drawer which i never see before can cost so MUCH. And i asked my mother, didn't she ask for an offer price or what. She said she is BAD AT IT. i thought, all aunties have the abillty, who is she trying to bluff. HAHA. i degressed! that's not the point, the point is i didn't have time to even to discussed with my family when ever they are planning to do. They pretty disappointing right? sigh. for the first time, i which we have long time in a day, thus i was use half of the time working and the other half to spend with my family.

Albeit i felt tired, but since i have nothing better to do, i will shared with your the nitty gritty stuff in life. The thoughts just kept flowing through my mind right now, thus, i decided to share with your. HAHA. This week (i forgot on which day), i woke up with a swollen right eye, and it scared me. I was wearing an overdued pair of contact lens for months and i didn't bother with it. And that day i woken up with the swollen eye, i thought i got an eye-infection. I quickly quit wearing that pair of contact lens and luckily the swollen eye didn't get worse. And in fact, it got better. HAHA. Thus, i have been a geek at work recently. And today, Shirley and gang came to look me, and again they came at the wrong time. The new supervisor was folding with me, another fierce supervisor who handling a 'troublemaker'(a customer la) and it was a chaotic sunday which the flow of people kept coming. At that moment i don't even have a chance to talk to them. Is either i get scold by either one of them(aunite, new/fierce supervisor) or get sack (haha, not the seriously actually). I actually evny working in PC, they have a some booth and they're only selling nomal-priced good, not those discounted one that you have to fold x number of times.
Sigh, that day Thomas asked me whether i want to join their company, and i rejected, i gave him a stupid reason which i forgotten. But for no reason i just didn't wish to transfer to their company who actually have better benifits. HAHA, did i fall in love with that bitch? OMG! f....

speaking of Thomas, he was like a crapper la. He kept changing all the new-year songs in to either 'bad-luck song' or a song with thousands and one vulgarities. Like the ' XING FU LAI, XING FU LAI, .....blahblahblah... hey!hey!... blahblahblah' He changed into 'XING BU LAI, XING BU LAI, DA JIA DANG GUAN CAI....blah blahblah. HEY!HEY!... KAN NI LOU BU YEH!' which means, 'cant wake up, can't wake up, everyone lie in the coffins... blahblahblah....HEY!HEY! f. your mother yeh!' i mean, wtf, right.... one proberly sang chinese new-year song, let help change until so.... 'funny'. haha.

Today also happened something hilarous, i noticed once our booth gets very chaotic and once that bitch gets tired, the bitch will be like super hilarous. Today there was this customer finding size42 in the 'mountain' and she couldn't and finally she opens her mouth and asks that bitch.... That bitch was like so funny, she repiled her there is no size 42, the largest size is 40. And that bitch turns around and told me if not her, the customer will find till 7pm. She sounded so seriously that the customer will find till 7pm, she still look at her watch and said now is 5 something, the customer will find till 7pm and still couldn't find it. I was like burst into laughter la. Then she goes behine me and when to serve a customer who wanted to try a size. And when the customer tries the size, she was like 'your tummy still can anot?' i contiuned to laugh, who on earth will ask such a stupid question... HAHA. The perivous time, her question was like funnier. She asked a afican, 'Why are you so black?' HAHA! it's FUNNY LA. And later, thomas told me, the african ask him 'why this lady so funny?'. HAHA. She was like abit mad la, to ask such an nonsensical question. HAHA.

Okay, i will stop here.
post next time// :]

i love my blog song, do you?
it's cool right? i once mentioned in my blog that i want his ablum but i end up not i did not get it. Now, i get it through the illegal way, and i heard all his songs, it's like super nice can.

Thomas came today to help up Perrie Cardin because today is 'Chu Yi'. With Thomas around, working will not be that boring as he will always said lame stuff and makes people laugh.

As i said before, people who are working can be so faketious, but mostly they're adults. As in, they'll be like so nice to you, but at your back they will be badmouth-ing you. who knows, how many of them had badmouth-ed me. And to think of it, im turning like one of them. Today i did something phony, i joked with that bitch, but actually deep in my heart i was cursing her. (EVIL LAUGH)

okay, i will stop her.
IM TIRED>

Life is never fair...

Don't your agree that life is never fair to someone.
If you want to gain something, you have to lose something on the other hand.
For instance, working.
Human works just to earn money, and what they lose is freedom or so called time.
im one typical example. I work just because i need the money, but in return, i have to sacrifice the time i could spent with my family and friends, which is very important to me. At times, i wonder why should i work so hard just for an non-living thing, and still have to put up with an mentally-sick bitch who keeps bulling me.

I really had enough of her! Do you know what did she did to me today? While i was working somehow, there was this lady tapped me on my shoulder and she asked me the price of the Parrie Cardin goods; which is not under me. And out of kindness, i asked one of the OG staff out to help the Parrie Cardin Promoter who is not around. But because of this few seconds i leave, this stupid bitch scolded me infront of everybody for FUCKING REASON! she shouted(in chinese) "You have your own stuff to bother why bother other brands stuff when the OG staff don't even care!" Moreover, OG staff was like why dont i help the Parrie Cardin promoter. I was like what the fuck la! what i did was to help the customer to call someone who is suppose to help, but end up i was blamed for everything; not helping Parrie Cardin and to call the OG staff. Why didn't anyone stand in my position to think, should i really act like i got hearing problems when a customer ask about other brands goods? Or should i say any price i want when i dont even know about the goods?!

i was so so fuck la, i just hate myself for putting myself into this situation. At that moment, i just feel like quiting the job. i lost my freedom just for a fucked-up job, and it's so not worth it.

OK, enough of the job nonsence.
i miss all my friends and family!! i haven have a proper time to meet them. i hope i can squeeze out some time out of the f.job. And again, that bitch.... OMG! Sigh, i dont want to keep repeating myself, but she is really so bitchy la!

I REALLY REALLY NEED/MISS YOU TODAY!!
what an coincidence that today you didn't answer my call, i really need your strength and support...

just feel like listening to your voice today...

BYE, LIFE IS BORED.