For some reason

Lyrics:Joanna Wang/Bing Wang
Music:Joanna Wang/Bing Wang

put on your shoes
people used to tell me
now they think it's like a style
of some kind or something

how do I explain that
I just don't believe in
all this purposely for
the world's perception of me

this is only rubbish put eloquently
like all the gothic poetry
kids are writing
from the high school scene

Hey let's start running
for no reason
let's start laughing
without any jokes
when did we need excuses to do what we do I won't explain myself
would't you agree that sounds nice

that's right
we can go out
watch a movie
climb out my window
in the middle of the night
and when the world's asleep we shall dance like mad amusement all only
would't you agree that sounds nice

so you mean you just
don't like wearing shoes
I've got sweety feet
I think I've made my point

if you truly like it then
it won't mean a thing
if it's a trend or if it's banned
by the fashion police

all the things I do I don't do them for you
I'm not down to earth not
planning to be
it's all hypocrisy

What have I been listening?
Yes, it's this song: For some reason.
Pretty soothing jazz song.
Love it totally.
Just wanna share the lyrics with your, so I put the whole chunk of words there.
so Read it.

For some reason, there is so much to think about.
And for some reason, I shouldn't think so much.
Sigh, what's life getting?
Out of hand? Probably.
I have this old man feeling that my body is not as young and fit as before.
My heart beats faster; my nervous tension is out of control; and when I'm tense, I tend to have this freaking bad "headache" or I should call it "pressure" that it excreting on the sides of my head.
BAD NEWS.
Blah, big talk.

SPOILER:
BUT MUST WATCH!!


Watch Rec with Fam, Fam's bf, Maine, Maine's Bf, Yingying, Blythe, Joey.
Totally love the horror of the movie.
Totally scare me out, now 4bia is rated second on my most horrifying movie I ever watch.
Probably is also due to your accompany that you go with.
Most of the parts I was scared by the scream and grab of the girl beside me: BLYTHE.
And guess what? I screamed along. It's so embarrassing.

A trailer of Quarantine:


And I watch Quarantine with my baby yesterday.
It's just the English version of Rec but was having lesser effect of Rec's horrifying moments.
I just find Rec nicer, but still I got shock by many parts.
I mean who will not be frighten if someone suddenly fall from the stairs and right in front of you.
HAHA. I can so totally replay the scene over and over again in my head.

To end off, I hope your have a nightmare.
HAHA, joking.
Sweet dreams to you all.

Warning: I'm a bad bad person!

Being a nursing student is not easy.
You must have to be good moral value, your behaviour must be right and your language must be prefect; not vulgarity. At least not being caught when you misbehaviour.
So what are we, we're saint.
And among all reasons, I met the dupty of nursing for the most retarded reason I can ever think of, using vulgarity. She's a fine person, and she is really nice to me, but I don't see a point to see her for such reason. Who could I blame? Perhaps I really need some concealing from her, I really do have problem at home- my mother use vulgarity on me every single day. Ya, I'm speaking the truth. BLAH!
She say if I never repeat my actions until I complete the course, the case will be close. Of course after I graduated, my actions will be discipline by others.

Vulgarity = bad bad person!
no-vuglarity = saint!

Yeah, I'm a saint in this post!
P.S I'm not to making fun of any religon.

No return.

Want to hear my rants?
This is what i suppose to pose on last Thursday.
Bad news for me.
I failed my practical.
Yup, not once, but twice.
Yup the retake too.
CRAP. Look what I just did to my life.

Treat my rants as nuisance:
20'nov
"Starting from today I'll have a strong reason to quit Nursing, and thanks to you MDM.F!

I'm super duper disappointed in you. When you said that no one could hears you, and I'm that IDIOT to walk forward to you! And how you treat me? Where on earth you got those crazy ideas to penalise a student. The starting on the examination, you said that my tray is wet and am I going to start with it? I mean which other lecturer would say that, and my tray was barely wet! I have been always hearing- lecturers are there to help and not fail a student. From this incident, I really can see how lectuers are helping us, really.

I know it has been my fault to not realise HUMLIN (R) was Atrapid but by doing the first check I would have check with an staff nurse! AND COULDN'T you be MORE LIEN!(whatever it spells). The problem is when I was preparing, there was only 3 drugs there and how clever I thought I'm. Two of the drugs I know what they're therefore I took the last one which is the wrong one too! I don't know how much kindness you have, you claim that I'm a danger to the patients in the hospital and wonder why have I choosen Nursing. I'm telling you, I don't feel like being in the same career as you hypocite!

I was damn fustrated, and I kept using vugarities. A lectuer heard what I said and goes "Young man how could you use such an crude word" and I goes "Okay what the hell!", I almost caught a disapproval shake of his head, when he goes"take pride in yourself" I'm feeling damn lousy and there he goes lecturing me?!"

What had been done was done.
No return.
Not to blame my relationship,
but perhaps too much of it recently?
It's too addictive, I just can't quit.

BIG DAY

Tomorrow is my big day again.
Not that I'm getting married again, it's my Nursing laboratory exam again.
Sigh. Heard from some of my friends that they failed the test.
They're those who always pass the test and this time round, they couldn't make it.
And me... Sigh. Always have to end up retaking testes.
DAMN.
And now, here I'm using the computer and blogging.

BYE.

I'm in love.

Actually I wish to do some proper post, but I haven have the spare time to do so.
As you can see from the previous posts, which I just posted up, actually they were drafts, but I was lazy to continue...
Let me get this post started..
Time passes real quickly before I realized that I'm older.
Being 18 or not 18 by a day or two was a weird feeling.
Just like when you're days to 18 you're not allow to be in clubs or bars, but when you're 18 you're allow to be inside. Super retarded.
I have my best 18 birthday celebrations with my classmates, besties, and my baby.
My 'pre' and birthday parties was filled with surprises.
I love my friends and my love.
I love them organizing for me, I love them sacrificing for me, and I just love them.
My biggest birthday wish is to be filled with love everyday.

So far my wish have been coming true.
I'm LOVE, and hope to be love more.
My birthday party is over, maybe I'll tell your in details the next time.
:D sweet dreams people.

OOMM

Ya, I know. I haven been blogging too oftenly.
It's almost been a month since the last post.
It's not like I have nothing to post, but I'm lazy like always.
Soon I'll be 18, and you know what?
What you're going 18, you just simply say stuff like 'So what if I'm 18?'
You gonna murder someone? Cause you can be jailed now instead of being in the Boy's home?!
Life is just making me sad each day.
I don't feel a point or place the really need my presence.
So what's the big deal about being 18 or 28?
I believe it's not a big deal.
If REALLY I need to celebrate my birthday, I really wish to be simple.
I know you all will be like who is going to make it BIG, FANCY or LOUD for your birthday.
I know I know, just a tiny cute little reminder for MR JS.
I really don't wish to be remind that I'm still surviving in the cruel whole for almost 18 years.
MAD!
I'm being OOMM right now so don't bother.
(OOMM - Out Of My Mind) [Just wanna act big shot]

Jay Chou

I love Jay Chou new album.

Technology sucks.

Crap.
Now I'm going post like the world is ending so bear with me for a little.
Everything I said is being exaggerated.
You know what the "worst piece" of shit that i have downloaded.
Mozilla Firefox kept giving me problem, it's either my computer is retarded or the software it's is.
I'm unable to watch Youtube videos in Firefox, and you know what I'm the biggest fan of Youtube. If I'm online, I want to watch Youtube videos, and now I force to use IE because Firefox forbits me to do so. FREAK.
Technology sucks.

You know about my mp4?
About two months ago I stopped using my mp4.
Out of sudden, the display went total blank and is unable to be switch on again.
And when I charged it with the computer(as in the "USB way"), it kept blinking without the normal battery sign; total blank.
It must have went MAD under my "proper" usage.
Without surprise, I knew I spoiled it.
I stop touching it and using it for over two months.
And today, out of the blue moon I thought of my MP4.
I googled Creative; Vision; M, Keeps; Blinking.
And one of the website states : My Vision: M wont turn on, just a blinking blue light
It's exactly my problem. I clicked into it, and read through some of the messages left and I came to this one that caught my attention.

"Banham: Your battery appears to be drained. The computer will not
recognize your player if it cannot power up, which it can't with the battery
drained. Plug it in and allow it to charge for several hours. At some point of
time, the battery will charge enough to turn on, display charging status, and
allow the computer to recognize the player, thus speeding up the
charge."

I was like OMG! ARE YOU SERIOUS!
Obviously there is no reply, mad if there is.
And I happily went to find my AC charger (whatever you call that), and I plug in...
WOW! MIRICAL has happened, the sky dropped.
Nah~ I mean the the battery sign appeared.
YEAH! MY MP4 IS WORKING!
Like I told you technology sucks.
HAHA! I know it's my retardedness.
Nevermind, take it easy. I'm exaggerating.
__________________
Okay, exaggeration ends here.

Today I went out with bestie, and boyfriend.
R-tard! Not my boyfriend but my bestie's boyfriend.
It's always fun to hang out with them.
We talked, we joked, we gossiped, we shared, we sang, we crap-ed, we listened, aiya, whatever human does, we did them all.
Party world voucher bluffed us again.
It's states like 4hours free room, but not inclusive of all the compulsory items(tibits, towels... and r-tarded stuff.) that is needed and end up we have to pay for 20 dollar plus for that "free" room. Anyway we sang too but we got the student package which is much cheaper but the usage of the room is one hour lesser than then "free" room. Still, we got the student package, but we were too high to leave the room and we added an hour and the charge is almost like the "free" room charges. R-tard! haha.
But it's fun, we sang, we dance, it's just like we having our own mini concert. HAHA! BUT I did not sing the 911's songs. HAHA.
Nevermind.
I enjoy my day that good enough.

Share with your a little secret.
The boyfriend is going to treat us drinks on his birthday.
EXCITED! WAHAHAHA!

Off to study, bye!

BACK FOR MORE UPDATES!
After watching the boring CMS video.
I got super bored and roam around websites.
ZIPIA is having 25%off the conversion price.
I don't exactly know what they meant, but hope if there is spree I will be entitled to the discount they meant. WAHAHA!
Anyway, I happened to tag a stranger's blog, and I said something like time to change blogskin.
And that person actually reply, and said something like I want to change but I don't have time to find. If you're free then help me find one. Then I was like okay.. now I'm freee~ and I can help youuu~ And I flooded his tag with lots and lots of blogskins saying that "I like this one, this is good, maybe animation is creative for blogskin... blahblahblah". I think when stranger sees the tagboard stranger will faint. WAHAHA!
WHO CARES, now I'm going to hunt for new blog for my interesting tag. :D

Have to turn in.
Tomorrow have to wake up early.
GOOD NIGHT!

Yahoo

Yahoo people.
The blog has been in a long term beak uh?
Get bored of reading the same post and hearing the same music?
HAHA.

Tomorrow is a new start of a new semester in school.
Yeah! I miss hanging out with Fam and Maine.
Boo! Have got to study harder this semester.
I so don't wish to repeat what I have done the last semester.
It's so crappy, all the worries and shits.
It's okay, that's over and will not be back.
:D Haven I share the good news with your, but I think you have guess it too, if not I'll have flood the blog with more emotional posts.
YES! I PASS MY RETEST!
No, I'll not repeat my semester!
But have heard the this semester will be short.
:C

Anyway have your heard of the boy band 911?
They sing sweet love songs like how backstreet boys and blue have.
I miss all the pop songs.

911 - The Day We Find Love

911- How Do You Want Me To Love You

911 - All I Want Is You

911 - Don't Make Me Wait

911 Baby Come Back To Me

HAHA. I'm prepare for my little live concert during my next trip to kbox.
:D
And it's 13'oct! So sensitive to the number 13 this year!
HAHA! Because soon I'll be legal like you and me. yeah!
Bye, turn in soon.

Just once

"Just once" singing competition!

Let put our hands together and welcome our first singer, Bi/Rain!



and coming up is the second singer, Se7en!



Last but not the least, the origin singer, James Ingram!



Be the judge and vote for the best singer for the song 'Just once'.