loving day..

The fact that I just vomited makes me damn grumpy right now.
I'm not sure why I'm experiencing this cramp/pain in my stomach. Maybe is the freezing cold air-conditioner in the movie theatre makes it so.
Watch Hansel and Gretel with ML today.
Pretty nice show, I love the plot of the story, didn't expect the story outline and the interval happenings... To me it's not that frightening till I'll scream and fall on to the ground. It's those kind of movie that you will get excited when the 'horror sound' plays when the main role trying to discover something which is hiding.

Don't judge the movie by the poster!
I almost fall for the ugly cover and not watch the movie!


TODAY is filled with love, and I'm in love! <3

stupid relationships.

Still remember during my secondary school years life, there is always a season of love and season of breakups. When there is lots of couple start being together and people will name the period to be season of love, and vice verse.
I hate both seasons!
Compared to the season of breakup I still prefer the season of love.
Although when jealousy does develop when most of your friends getting their partners, but most of the time you'll be happy for them... Happiness spreads!
What is worst is when a best friend of your suddenly came crying to you, the feeling suck to the core...
and I'm not expecting that polytechnic life would be the same. I thought that people matures, and less puppy love and less unreasonable breakups insights.

Not saying that only my friend couldn't believe my friend's breakup, I couldn't believe it myself. I always thought that they could last long and always teased them; when're they getting married. But after all seems like that guy is still inmature in the relationship... I mean you don't just breakup with your girl ant not tell her any reasons... You said that you have your reason, so what is it?! Secretly I hope that you have your comeuppance for your next relationship, and you'll get the feeling of 'no-reason-break-off'.

IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT FOR YOU TO DO THAT LA, STUPID BAS.!
feel really really sad and angry for my friend, you could tell if a person really really do love the other... REGURADLESS of what have happened, your still have us okay?
FRIENDS are forever, but LOVE is just a maybe...

Once again..

Hey people, it's really nice to be blogging once again.
Actually my computer was 'send back' to us last Sunday, but my school and work schedule forbids me to update your asap...
Things have moved on and changed quite a bit.
Now I'm officially Baleno past-time staff(it's happens last holiday), tell no one about this especially to Coffee Club manager. I told her I would tell her when I can go back to work, but this seems to be impossible now... One of the rules that made us signed was not to work under any other company during contact with them.
Why I changed the job, you may ask?
Part of the reason was the pay...
During this long break of this blog, I'm no long junior in my school! I'm YEAR 2 now, people shall greet me as SENIOR!!!
Damn BIRDIES, call me SENIOR!
I totally hate most of the year 1s' in my school, they're f.idiotic!
I HATE THE WAY THEY LOOK AT US, AS IF WE'RE YOUNGER THAN THEM?!
I HATE HOW MOST OF THEM TREAT OUR SCHOOL AS A CASINO, some of them happily bring their poker cards and occupied the seats in the canteens or the discussion rooms!
If you have no none of the above actions, you're not who I'm referring to...

School haven been a problem recently, I'm so getting use to waking up early.
For example, last night I worked till closing, by the time I reached home was 12 plus. After cleaning up myself I switched on my computer and complete my ICA presentation slides. By the time I finished I realised, it was mid-morning already 4plus am. I slept for 3hrs and wake up for my 10am lecture. Madness, but was overcomed.

Today I finished class at 8pm, madness right? But that wasn't the worst. I recieved an phone call from ML on the train going home, once I answered the call, she yelled overed the phone and said I cause her phone to dropped inside the toilet bowl. I stuned for awhile and wondered did her called the wrong person or had she went mad? She contiuned shouting that it was me who she's going to reply, who pestered her to reply my smses... and that cause her phone dropped. I was like what-the-hell, what-a-connection-to-be-my-fault!
But to my little moral aspect, I still felt sorry for her... She just got her phone less than a year and precious her phone much more than I do... and hope that she could be happy after seeing these sentences.
I'm SORRY, DON'T BE SAD, BELIEVE ME OR NOT IT'LL BE OKAY!
Lastly, I have to say... she is good in psycho-ing.

That's it for the day, enjoy your Thrusday night!

Freaky video.

Videos that makes you freak out!
I'm not sure what are they doing, sort of like the assessment on harvesting on organs. It's sort of like the same as the video I posted some time ago; harvesting of organs? Old rules, Video will be deleted within 24hours.
WATCH AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!
People who are illiterate will not be entertained.
For myself, I chose to mute the video, because some bastard just add in the freakest horror sound into the video.

(DELETED)

The way they ripped the cadaver is so cruel, but to think of it, you can't be gentle when it comes to certain situation.

To Maine, and Maine's grandmother,

Maine and Maine's grandmother, be brave okay!
Maine, you're not going to lose anyone...

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Music/

Listening to: J.Lo - Brave
The song is super nice, it's a song that you'll never get sick of. Just loop the song on your mp3/4/5/6/7 and you'll bounce with the beat.

Sometimes listening to a song is not purely on the language, it's much more than that. It's about how a person illustrates a song, it's about the tune of the song, it's the music and it's the feelings for the song.
I heard this song from Ash's blog, I like it very much.
It's a Malay song name Bertakhta Di Hati, factually, I don't even understand what the title meant.
Somehow it's trying to say how heartbroken she is.

It's nice to listen to sad song when you're emotionally unstable.

Good or bad day?

Remembered this morning, I blogged about how tired I'm and how much cue cards I still have to complete. After so much time spent on my cue cards, my exam was postponed to next week!
Bitch is the word!

During Biology practical, I wonder where did I put my concentration on?
At my very last question of Biology practical, I realised that I have shaded a question more in between somewhere, and I have no where to shade my last question. This make me realise I made an big mistake!
After realising my error, I raised my helpless hand for help.
I questioned one of the lecturer whether could I go through the stations again. A strong rejection opposed even before I could finish my sentence. I should have asked help from Mr Lam instead. After half an hour, I was urged by my friends to get back my rights...
When I went into Mr Lam's office, I sounded like I'm a desperate kid for sweet.
I said something like this, I really need your help... I shaded wrongly during the exam... Can you do something to help?
I kept asking him to help help help instead of explaining the whole situation.
Then he asked me what I do mean.. and said something like why am I so careless...
Then he asked for my name, tutorial group, and referred to his computer.
When he told me I had a border line pass, I was stunned.
A test half an hour ago, was resulted so rapidly?
When I heard that I passed, I was overjoyed..
The conversation ended soon after he break the news to me.

Consider today a good or bad day?

Short break update

Having a short break now.
Keep going, JS! Just 3 more assessments to be written on the cue cards,
(Okay, it sounds like a lot, lets' make it sounds lesser) erm, just less than 10 assessments to complete.
Hooray~ my ass.
I still haven complete my Biology, I think I can die for tomorrow.
Never mind about Biology first, now my objective is to complete the cue cards and wake up later in the morning and continue my studies.
Today is going to be a sleepy day again, the day after today need to 'chiong'(work super lot) work again.
Haha, I know Fam, exam is coming, I need to stop chion-ing work...
BYE, get back to my cue cards!

a little letter to him

In 2007 there was lots of permenant changes in my life.
There was couple of 'makeover' on myself; piercing and bracing of teeth.
Losing another grandparent of mine.
Getting a new job in Coffee club.
With these, I'm sure I hope no encore for 2007.
Every year people will say that they hope for a better year, and I believe that that's everyones wish. If there's a god, I believe that he will not make the world so prefectly that he has nothing more to do. I feel that last year wasn't a great year for me, and I really hope that he can do something with my future.
TO him,
You know... I need some encouragements/rewards in life, don't always depresses me with life situation that is difficult to cope. I don't wish to feel alone, when there is no one to ask for help.
Just do something to make me feel that you;re really there... at least someone who I can ask for hopes.
You know what I mean...

at least no infection for my ears...


If you really wish to pierce, you just have to know how to take care of it.
That's what I feel now. Look how gross my piercing can be!
A lump of extra skin was developed, and the swelling seems to be worsening.
It's been a long time since I looked closely at it, and it's definitely infection now.
Should I just remove my ear stick and let the wound close?
Extra close observation need to be done for further discussion.

but something to be joyful about...

2008

2007


BYE!

NS

Now I'm trying to sign into NS Portal, with my changed password, and I realise that I forgotten my password, and the fact that I just changed my password for two days makes me look like I'm suffering from dementia!
Freak, if I have to reveal my own password, I need to wait for 3days for them to mail to my address!
Can someone kindly tell me what's my freaking PASSWORD!

Tomorrow is school again, wth.
I'm sure I'll be late for the morning class again, or I have to participate the marathon to school again. :(
Two examination this week.
- Biology Practical
- Health Assessment Examination
I haven't start study for either one of them, I need more time.

Now I'm in the agony of decoding my own password, irony plus irony.
BYE, update tomorrow.

Yesterday was white, today is orange!

Yesterday was white, today is orange.



Today denial appointment was a crap too.
I waited for two months just for this appointment because the dentist's schedule was so packed. During the last visit the braced-face auntie (okay fine, I'm one too) told me it was today at 10am, but she didn't put on the appointment book that they had. Before I left I knew this was going to happen because I saw her not witting in the appointment book. I love the auntie today, she was sweeter than the braced-face. Anyway, they managed to squeeze me into the schedule today, and the dentist was so fast, he completed tightening the wires within less than 5minutes. I bet he was damn panicky. As my motor sense are not really flexible, I'm unable to control my muscles freely.
What I kept hearing from my dentist is:
- Move the tongue away...
- Can you relax your lips, I'm trying to push them down.
- Can you look down?
(You know my definition of looking down means, my eyes looking down, not my head plus eyes looking down.)
I don't felt that he was trying to be rude, just that I kept pushing him to his limits.
Today I finally chose a colour for my modules, and I chose orange!
Orange is a happy colour to me, so I have chosen it.

And bye for today!