PIMPLES OUTBREAK!!

Yes, soon i will become 'mo pang'. Late nights; stress; tiredness; dusty working environment caused my pimples outbreak. Even though i complained that im tired but every night i will have the same routine. Which is to use my computer on surf on stupid nets. Today which is the same, but today im super exhausted after so much 'happenings' at work.

Starting from yesterday all the security guards was like super strict to us(AD,PC brands....)- to me is like that. Because yesterday there was this girl from Montagut(counter beside PC) was suspect by a security guard that she hid something behine the 'warddore' of Montagut when she was just trying to put her water bottle. And after the misunderstanding, the girl was quite furious because after she was suspect and the guard didnt even said sorry that he was wrong that he suspect wrongly. And all the commotions when on....

and today first thing in the morning i was caught putting sweets on my pocket(WTF!). Then in the afternoon another commotion when on, Mark came to look for us(include his girlfriend but his gf is priority) and the guard was like seeing Mark running from counter to counter and he said he stayed to long. And he went to KB ME, MARK and SERENE which suppose to be none of her business. And she also very buay song, she KB BACK LA. And the most funniest part is the quarrel end off with a cashier passing by and she asked serene what happened. And she said the guard told the boy not to stay in the counter in chinese. And the guard clamis that he know chinese and said why she needs to talk bad behine him and blah blah blah... whatever. And in the night Giordano happened another commotion- long story but it revoles around Mark's girlfriend. BORE! the whole day was like full of commotions... FULL OF PROBLEMS!

SOB! i hate it, and guess what. the last time i broke susan's bought for me de bottle, and yesterday i broke another one. The new one she bought for me. ANd it's almost the same place. GOSH! tomorrow i will be so dead. she will see the bottle! my god. this time im so telling her the truth.

bye.

i lost trust in the people who i work for.

It's like months, and i haven't recieve a single cents from them. i have a hard time working with the auntie, and after all the tortures and torments that i recieved during/after working, I GET NOTHING IN RETURN. Maybe, two bottles(one i lost it; the other one auntie bought today for me); some foods from auntie; agony that she gave me, NOTHING ESLE. i know after what she have gave me, i felt that she aint that BAD. BUT the thing is sometimes she just make people real PISSED OFF. Besides that she's fine.

I SERIOUS NEED MY PAY-i so gonna call the company tomorrow in the morning.

Yesterday got posting results, guess what? i got into NURSING course. MY GOD. sort of regert choosing this course, because as a guy getting into this course, people might gossip behine you. BUT what is done cant be undone, thus, no matter what i will still do my best in this course.

see.


bye.

Finally get something technology.

Today i finally got a mp4, love Zen vision M. It's so cool, i think i never choose the colour wrongly because i love tmy super white mp4. Wait till i get a new camera phone i will show you my technologies. HAHA.

okayokay, just because of buying the mp4 i was late for half an hour, so irresponsible. But luckily i wasn't scold by auntie. Today bad luck falls on me, auntie bought me a bottle a few days ago but i broke it today. And i lied to her that it was stolen. EVIL. I didnt know how to tell her that i broke it, i just made up an lie.

LOVE ZEN kiddo(my mp4).

I drooled on the MRT.

Yup, i drooled when i was sleeping on the MRT. I know im so diguesting, but i couldnt help it. it's NATURE. And guess what i miss my stop again, i woke up and found myself at arriving at YewTee(again). it's such an coincident. I hate going home alone after work, beacuse i tends to sleep on the train/bus. I MISS MARK! haha. SOB, have i told you about this guy name MARK who i met during working.

SOB, now he is not working there anymore. Mark is from GoldLion who works just beside me. At first we did not talk much with eachother. Till aday, he asked me whether i want to join him to go home. And i said okay. From that day onwards, we started to go home together and get to know eachother better. But now is like he is no longer working, my 'best friend' at work is GONE. and i have to one to talk to, no one to play with me. i kind of hate this feeling. haha. anyway, im not gay, i just miss someone to talk/play with me during work.

Tomorrow im getting my mp4, but i haven even get my pay. i started to wonder are they cheating on me? is the the second day of the month?! my god! anyway about getting a mp4 i haven talk to my mother about it. how am i supppose to tell her, like 'Hey mum, im getting a mp4, don't worry, i will use my own pay to pay for it.' and she will say 'have you even get your pay? and you still want to spent your saving?' My god!!!!

HELP!!! i want my pay!!!!!

CAMPED at home.

Im so tired!?! my god, i cannt believe i spend the whole night doing my blog. woah, exciting. Now im so tired and hungry. Can you believe it, tomorrow im still working and i do nonsense like this. NO! it's not nonsense, it's precious to me now. I DID THE WHOLE NIGHT okay?!

Whatever. i pend to buy a new phone and mp4. I know i kept repeating myself but soon i will get it. SO bare your eyes, cause i'll still be typing till i get one. HAHA. okay. i think it's time for me to sleep lei. i will blog asap again.

BYE<:

im lacking of updates.

hahas, i know im lacking of updates for my blog; special occasions like Christmas and Chinese New Year. It's not like i have been slacking, it's just that tiredness jsut drained my body's strength away. Your must be questioning what's today special, why on earth i 'have' the strength to blog? The answer is simple, because tomorrow i will not be working. it's a long story, people.

anyway, i will get lesser chances to work since the 'bitch' have already found another part-timer, and it's so obvious that she wishes to kick me off as soon as possible. ya, who cares. What i care now is enough of resting, enough time to be at home. Simple. Recently i have this problem, i kept wanting to spent MORE and MORE money on clothes. When i have so much more important thing to be bought. I don't want to regert after spending all my hard-work money on stupid stuff like clothes to fufill my vanity. IT'S STUPID, RIGHT?

okayokay. what i so wish now is to get a new phone/ mp4.

btw, still wish you guys a big HAPPY NEW YEAR.

When you're resting, time tends to fly so fast that you didn't know that it did. Take Yesterday and today for example, can you believe 'Chu Ci' and 'Chu Yi' is coming to an end. BORING! This year is bad, as in, i got lesser red packets; dead people. i don't blamed people who're dead for getting lesser red packets. I just felt that life can be so weak, more and more people who're close me're getting older and older which means i might lose more people who i love; which i don't wish to happen.

Anyway, may everyone have a good and blissful life.

i SO NEED TO REST.

i serious need a good sleep, i feolt that i have'nt been sleeping well ever since i started working. i just need a day, a day people, just a simple day for me to sleep through-out the day. working can really makes people mad, the stress you undergo can be HUGE. Take today for example, this bitch barked at me reason being she was barked too. Can you imargine how can be spent the rest of the day blissfully when your mood has already spoiled. For once, i thought that she's nice, but to think of it, im SO WRONG!!

your're being missed.

I MISS YOU GUYS.
seriously.
i miss my life.
i meant the life that i enjoy; without stressful work.

Anyway, life is still quite fine.
But recently the troubling thing is about choosing the my furture school cum courses. Now, evernthing is fine because im all done, i'll just depend on how god want to put my life into.
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Look, that're all the choices i choose.
i dont know whether i choose the right courses but i have already submitted, what is done cannt be undone. SO! if i get into nursing course..... haha. BLESS me, okay?

That day(i forgot which day), i borrowed two books from the library. And one of them is written by Greg Iles, title: True Evil, which i find the story quite interesting. Altought i have not finish, but for a person who normally dont reads, to find a book interesting, so you know how interesting that book is. And i kept saying interesting, your might be asking what my defination of interesting? my defination is, the object/?? which interest me is interesting. IRONY. whatever it is, the book is mainly about a detective, name alex who is a girl. She is trying to find the murderer who murder her sister.

im a spoiled-brat!

im always a spoiled-brat, i know that my impression towards anyone who know me. i can use money like no one business; no matter is the money given to me by my mother or the saving. it's all the hard-earned money from my mother right? i shouldn't be that spendthrift?!

Today i bought a converse shoe which cost $109.90. Which surpisingly my mother allows me to buy. In my heart, i really know my mother loves me and my brother alot, but for dont know what reason, we always treat her badly. i feel guilty, i always tell myself this is the last time im treating her that badly. But the next time, the same whole scenario will repeat itself. What a bad son im.

and today i cried 2155812 times again. i dont know why im so sensitive towards things. I DONT WANT BE THAT SENSITIVE...

i have so much to say... but now every thoughtsd i gone. actually i love talking to myself( ist call talking to myself in the first place). I just have alot of random trhoughts in my head, and i wished to share with you guys. But your cant expect me to bbring a 'laptop' whenever i go, when i couldnt even affort one.

about the result thingy, i dont want to say much about it. i cried enough, and i think it's enough.

and bye.