im lacking of updates.

hahas, i know im lacking of updates for my blog; special occasions like Christmas and Chinese New Year. It's not like i have been slacking, it's just that tiredness jsut drained my body's strength away. Your must be questioning what's today special, why on earth i 'have' the strength to blog? The answer is simple, because tomorrow i will not be working. it's a long story, people.

anyway, i will get lesser chances to work since the 'bitch' have already found another part-timer, and it's so obvious that she wishes to kick me off as soon as possible. ya, who cares. What i care now is enough of resting, enough time to be at home. Simple. Recently i have this problem, i kept wanting to spent MORE and MORE money on clothes. When i have so much more important thing to be bought. I don't want to regert after spending all my hard-work money on stupid stuff like clothes to fufill my vanity. IT'S STUPID, RIGHT?

okayokay. what i so wish now is to get a new phone/ mp4.

btw, still wish you guys a big HAPPY NEW YEAR.

When you're resting, time tends to fly so fast that you didn't know that it did. Take Yesterday and today for example, can you believe 'Chu Ci' and 'Chu Yi' is coming to an end. BORING! This year is bad, as in, i got lesser red packets; dead people. i don't blamed people who're dead for getting lesser red packets. I just felt that life can be so weak, more and more people who're close me're getting older and older which means i might lose more people who i love; which i don't wish to happen.

Anyway, may everyone have a good and blissful life.

i SO NEED TO REST.

i serious need a good sleep, i feolt that i have'nt been sleeping well ever since i started working. i just need a day, a day people, just a simple day for me to sleep through-out the day. working can really makes people mad, the stress you undergo can be HUGE. Take today for example, this bitch barked at me reason being she was barked too. Can you imargine how can be spent the rest of the day blissfully when your mood has already spoiled. For once, i thought that she's nice, but to think of it, im SO WRONG!!

your're being missed.

I MISS YOU GUYS.
seriously.
i miss my life.
i meant the life that i enjoy; without stressful work.

Anyway, life is still quite fine.
But recently the troubling thing is about choosing the my furture school cum courses. Now, evernthing is fine because im all done, i'll just depend on how god want to put my life into.
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Look, that're all the choices i choose.
i dont know whether i choose the right courses but i have already submitted, what is done cannt be undone. SO! if i get into nursing course..... haha. BLESS me, okay?

That day(i forgot which day), i borrowed two books from the library. And one of them is written by Greg Iles, title: True Evil, which i find the story quite interesting. Altought i have not finish, but for a person who normally dont reads, to find a book interesting, so you know how interesting that book is. And i kept saying interesting, your might be asking what my defination of interesting? my defination is, the object/?? which interest me is interesting. IRONY. whatever it is, the book is mainly about a detective, name alex who is a girl. She is trying to find the murderer who murder her sister.

im a spoiled-brat!

im always a spoiled-brat, i know that my impression towards anyone who know me. i can use money like no one business; no matter is the money given to me by my mother or the saving. it's all the hard-earned money from my mother right? i shouldn't be that spendthrift?!

Today i bought a converse shoe which cost $109.90. Which surpisingly my mother allows me to buy. In my heart, i really know my mother loves me and my brother alot, but for dont know what reason, we always treat her badly. i feel guilty, i always tell myself this is the last time im treating her that badly. But the next time, the same whole scenario will repeat itself. What a bad son im.

and today i cried 2155812 times again. i dont know why im so sensitive towards things. I DONT WANT BE THAT SENSITIVE...

i have so much to say... but now every thoughtsd i gone. actually i love talking to myself( ist call talking to myself in the first place). I just have alot of random trhoughts in my head, and i wished to share with you guys. But your cant expect me to bbring a 'laptop' whenever i go, when i couldnt even affort one.

about the result thingy, i dont want to say much about it. i cried enough, and i think it's enough.

and bye.